I SERIOUSLY NEED TO VENT OUT ALL MY ANGER BEFORE I CAN HAVE A CLEAR MIND AND START DOING MY RJ!

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME AND HUIMIN THAT DR SEET TOLD XXX ( i shall not name who although its kind of obvious) THAT HE/SHE SHOULD NOT BECOME WHEN HE/SHE COMES TO RP.

HELLO! DID I LIKE OFFEND YOU OR SOMETHING DR BEEF?

im super fucking pissed off! i mean its like, did i ever disgrace YOUR OH-SO SCHOOL OF CHAMPIONS? its not as if i failed my modules or i play tabletennis like some pri 2 kid.
*AND FYI I HAD AN ABOVE AVERAGE GPA AND I CAN STILL PLAY TABLETENNIS. THANK YOU.


#1 i should be the one telling ssp kids to study hard and not be like you in the future. SOMEONE WITH NO BRAIN AND NO MUSCLES.
i have a super bad impression of RUGGERS as you totally portray yourself like a typical RUGGER WITH ALL BRONZE BUT NO BRAIN except for the fact that at least they have bronze.

#2 i should be the one telling other pri school kids with potential to stay away from this school as the guarantees which the people spoke to them about are all imaginations that they think the school will provide. DON'T END UP LIKE ME! YES! i was the stupid kid who didn't know how to think properly, but i've learned my lesson and now im warning you guys.


back to the point. do you think im really so freaking proud to be labelled as an ex-ssp student? HELL NO!
im not trying to be mean here but take a look at the current ssp? other than the pioneer batch which i really respect alot, the other intakes are like FUCKED UP? im not sure about the other academies but look at my own academy, girls team are not even sending a team, why? its humiliating for them to be losing to other schools as they are carrying a name behind them. look at the big word we are using here, SINGAPORE.

why are local talents not attracted to this big word here but rather choose schools like rgs & cedar girls?
other than the reason being those schools are well known for their academic performance, the big problem that ssp has is the screwed up training system and the broken promises. our coaches are well known to be bastards. ( im referring to only one although i used coachES. )


the first batch of graduates showed people that ssp is not responsible or rather they dont give a damn about their alumis especially us, the rp through-train students. how do you expect parents to put their trust in you when you cannot guarantee a future for their children?
how do you expect the public to believe that ssp produces champions who not only possess good sporting skills and also good results when you dont even have pure local talents who are earning your medals for you?
eg: tao li, her name tells it all.

it kind of defeats the purpose of setting up the school where they emphasized on producing LOCAL talents.

the current reputation , i can explain it with one word though, screwed.
school of act lians and bengs? school of sporting beginners? where's the link to the big word that the school emphasized on CHAMPIONS?
i think they should seriously consider changing their name to like mandai sec or something. if you dont have the quality, dont call yourself names that you cannot hold.


ive seriously nothing proud to say about this school other than the kind teachers they have. the sports side is super fucked up. a failure i must say.maybe others might disagree but im having my hands up for my academy. all i can see is a minority of sportsmen + majority of beginners in a supposingly cream of the crowd community, carrying a big name, SINGAPORE SPORTS SCHOOL. im not only talking about the students but also the coaches, a good coach will not allow this to happen and will try his very best to make sure that all students are up to standard. & not merely focusing on the minority of champions in order to save his rice bowl! ( okayy. right here im kinda of shooting arrows at zheng, BUT I CANNOT HELP IT! )

( ps: to those current ssp paddlers who are reading this, im not trying to suan u guys or looking down on you guys but just trying to voice out my opinions and the comments i get from the public, be it other tt people or parents. if you guys wanna hate me or whatsoever, its up to you to judge my statement. i may be bias in certain ways due to the problems between me and zheng ,thus dragging the innocents down. no matter what, i think everyone must agree that the majority of the pioneer batch are those choosen from the best. ( meaning not all) )

HOWEVER!

i seriously thank you guys for giving me the opportunity to be able to lead this HAPPY LIKE FUCK LIFE in rp now. this is like the best thing you guys had done for me throughout my miserable years in the school.


label me as whatever shit you want, call me a loser or whatever names you can come up with or boycotting me with all the reasons you have about me being a disgrace to ssp or rather the society. afterall, its up to the students to judge. they know what they are getting from you, not all may be as bad as mine but this is my summary for my 3 years in it.

hoping tat they will actually get to read it anyway. sue me? this is how i think and im not trying to fake up stories to defame you. see it for yourself.

just my 2cents worth.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG IM SO SO HAPPY NOW! IVE FINALLY LET EVERYTHING OUT!
gosh, i can be really mean when im mad!

BACK TO TODAY!

THIS LITTLE BROTHER OF MINE, MR KOK YONGJIA , HAD BEEN BULLYING ME FOR LIKE..... 4 YEARS?! adding on, 4 YEARS AND STILL COUNTING AS HE'S NOW MY JUNIOR AGAIN!OMGGGG. i think i had like bullied him till jialat jialat during my previous life and he's coming back for revenge now? HAHAHAHAHA.
ELEPHANT ELEPHANT ELEPHANT! i so miss people calling me that! hahahahahaha. & most prob i will be getting this nickname back. HAHAHAHAHA.
its nice to see old friends which reminds me of the happy times in the past.
THATS Y I SO LOVE YONGJIA! HAHAHAHAHA.

I NEEDA COMPLAIN! lol
YONGJIA IS LIKE A SUPER CHEE KO?
ahahhahaha. kidding!
its normal for guys to be looking at girls lah. if your guy is seriously not looking at the babes out there, there might be something wrong with him.


HAHAHAHAHA my entry is so freaking long!
i needa do my rj now!

no class tmr. WHEEEE.