so pls DO NOT DISTURB ME!
had a bad week in school and now I'm fighting with baby.
he's not happy cause i told him about how bad he looked in his super long hair LAST time and what my friends commented. this is really how i SERIOUSLY FEELS and do you think that i will purposely tell him that just to make him feel like a freak and its not as if he's with that hairstyle now.
he called and told me that he was thinking about some stuff, about WHY PEOPLE ALWAYS TALK WITHOUT TAKING PEOPLE'S FEELINGS INTO CONSIDERATION. i may be acting stupid but i do know what you are trying to point out.
me : so you mean that you always take people's feelings into consideration when you talk?
him : tell me when have i not done that?
me : don't always assume that you're always right in judging people, including yourself. I don't want to continue this talk right now cause I'm not in the right mood and I'm certain that things will get worst if we carry on with our attitude right now.
*forgets the rest of the convo & hung up the phone.*
yes, i agree that he's a very very nice person and often a little way too nice to people. i remember telling him that it's good to be this way but i don't 100% think that this is how someone should be if he wants to strive in the current world,as he can be very easily taken advantage of. he himself agreed but we ended up having an argument over it.
he's a negative person due to some personal reason and he likes to reflect on why people are like that.
i will always tell him to wake up and change as the people WILL NOT CHANGE even though they themselves knows it is not right.
being selfish, competitive and arrogant can be what it takes to be successful, or rather to survive in the society nowadays.
at times,money can easily overpower ability. it is so true.
we, are a money driven + cert driven society.
he whines that he can perform better than people but its often the case that the rich bastards are getting the credits when they know nuts. it is definitely unfair but what can you do? give up and quit the school? ( which was what he did ) but looking back, does it even help?
all i wanted to tell you is just to be "SMART" in dealing with unreasonable/fcuked up, (just insert whatever vulgarities you can think off) situations, even if it involves bad etiquette or certain loss of dignity and causing harm, be it financially or emotionally, to other people. things will never be fair unless you know how to turn the game to you advantage. It might sound or look cheap but, that's what we should do when no body's playing fair.
i know this is not you and everything might be different if you are like that.
lastly, quoting source :
MS KWA's real life experiences from both STTA & SINGAPORE SPORTS SCHOOL.
no matter what, i still love you for who you are.
-end of my list of boring whining-
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