Monday, December 31, 2007

happy new year's eve people!

IM BOREDDDDDD.
rotting at atsuki.
sian.sian.sian.

my dear cynli is not entertaining me anymore.
3 MORE HOURS!

being a good girl, as usual, i'll be celebrating new year with my family! <3>

lalala.

just spamming my blog luhh.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

tmr will be the last day of 2007!

but i have no plans for tmr. ROFL. sad sad case. shall ask dear huimin to plan something for me after work. hehe.

I AM DEAD DEAD SLEEPY!

reached home at 830 today and woke up at 12pm. went to "wan some pub" [ ps: the name of the pub sounds so ah lian-ish! ] last night with keigo shawn and ks. the fun part was watching this drunk guy creating troubles outside the pub. wanting to whack someone but the brave brave bar girl went to stop them. but she got herself injured b'cuz she fell down when they were pushing and stuff, she got herself trampled over and her sis was screaming her head off. a very ah lian-ish scene, so next time, give your pub a better name.
ROFL. guess what we did after pubbing?
we went to watch national treasures at cine. rofl. didnt really catch the whole movie cuz i was chatting non stop to ks, as usual. but the movie was nice lah, maybe the first one was nicer.

sigh. so now here i am, working with my eyes half opened. plus the rainy weather outside. wheee. perfect condition for a good tight sleep. ^^
time passed super fast today all thanks to my dear ks who chatted with me on the phone till my battery went flat and i restorted to using the shop's phone. opps :X secret between me and the readers ok! he will be leaving for hongkong/china with keigo tonight. awwwww. thats the reason why i'll be dateless on 31st. my kakis are all not in town! grrrrrrrr.
received this sweet email. decided to share it with you guys. enjoy~



One day, when I was a freshman in high school,

I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.

His name was Kyle.

It looked like he was carrying all of his
books.

I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on
a Friday?

He must really be a nerd.'

I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends
tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.

As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.

They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him
so he landed in the dirt.

His glasses went flying, and I saw them la nd in the grass about ten feet
from him.

He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes

My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around
looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.

As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks.
'

They really should get lives.

' He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!'

There was a big smile on his face.

It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.

I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.

As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen
him before.

He said he had gone to private school before now.

I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.

We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.

He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.

I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends

He said yes.

We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked
him, and myfriends thought the same of him.

Monday morning came! , and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books
again.

I stopped him and said, 'Boy, you are gonna really build some serious
muscles with this pile of books everyday!

' He just laughed and handed me half the books.

Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends.

When we were seniors, we began to think
about college.

Kyle decided on Georgetown , and I
was going to Duke.

I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a
problem.

He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football
scholarship.

Kyle was valedictorian of our class.

I teased him all the time about being a nerd.

He had to prepare a speech for graduation.

I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak

Graduation day, I saw Kyle.

He looked great.

He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.

He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.

He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.

Boy, sometimes I was jealous.
!
Today was one of those days.

I could see that he was nervous about his speech.

So, I smacked him on the back and said, 'Hey, big guy, you'll be great!'

He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.

' Thanks,' he said.

As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began

'Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through
those tough years.

Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly
your friends...

I am here to tell all of you that being a
friend to someone is the best gift you can give them.

I am going to tell you a story.'

I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first
day we met.

He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.

He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have
to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.

He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.

'Thankfully, I was saved.

My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable.'

I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told
us all about his weakest moment.

I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.

Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.

Never underestimate the power of your actions.

With one small gesture you can change a person's life.

For better or for worse.

Friday, December 28, 2007

ALRIGHT. photos!
MY HAIR IS SO FREAKING SCREWED NOW! RAHHH.so sad. i think it will be better when the colour fades? i hope.
now its medium ash with red violet highligh.ROFL.
but basically its just black base with pink highlight lah.HAHA.say till so chim.


this is the side view. only one side is highlighted.


front view. the right side couldnt be captured. the bottom patch is all pink.
^^

hehe. enough of my zi lian. back to today~

went to do my hair and met up with huimin after that. she is the first one to see me in this hair. probably the last one too. i shampooed my hair for like 3 times?! hopefully the colour will be lighter by now.
i think i should prepare a tent cuz when my mum gets home, i'll have to camp outside tonight. kana driven out. T.T

but anyway, we were supposed to train for ivp BUT we were too tired to train when we reached the hall. so played for 15 mins and we went for dinner. ROFL. that was so expected of us! lol.

as usual, chatted for a very long time. ^^ lots of rubbish to talk about lah. hehe.

alright, more photos.


huimin paying her fine! HAHAHA. cuz we went to the lib to borrow some baking books. wahhh. i seriously cannot imagine the product lo.


omg. $7.80 fine! she rich mah! owe so much. HAHAHA.


last one, the sort of white cloud in the middle of the night. we were sitting outside civic center. nice eh? credits to my lok cok motorola phone. :D

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

HAHAHAHHA
here i am, posting while doing my stuff in the toilet. boo~

this is the first time i've found someone so similar!
we knew what each other was thinking and he practically can see through me!
same horoscope too! rofl.

nth much to post. my hair's totally screwed. had to go back to the salon to bleach it again. T.T bleached thrice today but the colour still didnt come out. so shirley told me my hair couldnt take it anymore. wth lah. so now im left with this ugly half bleached colour. fcuked up.



WHAT AM I DOING!!!!
i feel like clubbing.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

a boring christmas indeed. T.T

met kangsheng aft work and went to keigo's house. ATSUKI IS FRIGGING CUTE!!!!
she is so cute luhh! had a hard time entertaining her and she is very very very energetic! like what wallace was saying ystdy, when we see her, we must "TAKE COVER!" rofl.

hung out at boat quay with some new people, chloe bernard and co. they cabbed to wallace's house and we didnt want to join them so me and kangsheng went to shawn's house. watched hostel and silent hill. ok lahh. nt very nice though.


an act of impulsion

Saturday, December 22, 2007



decided to post this up as well. cop from huimin's bloggie. rofl.
sweet~

Friday, December 21, 2007

question : do you regret entering sports school?

me : OF CUZ! I'VE WASTED MY FCUKING TWO YEARS IN EXCHANGE FOR NOTHING!

but then, think again.

question : do you regret entering sports school?

me : nope. Ive exchanged my two years for 2 lifelong friendships. why should i regret?

celebrated Christmas with huimin & weichen yesterday, brought forward the celebration cuz wc's leaving for china on 24th. HAD FUN & I TOTALLY LOVE MY PRESENT!
wore it to work today. ~ ^^ took a photo of it, wanted to upload it And proudly show it to you guys but my blue tooth failed me.damn.

anyway, we dined at sakura and we recalled lots of funny times we had in sports school.
THERE WERE SERIOUSLY A LOT OF UNFORGETTABLE MEMORIES. so fun!
how i wish i could turn back time!

WAHHHHH I CRIED LIKE A BABY UPON WATCHING MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT!
IM SO TOUCHED
IM SO HAPPY
IM JUST....
cannot find the right word to describe my feeling.
IM LOVED! ^^


back to today!
*ahem*

I just called olivia and complained about my "colleagues". I AM BULLIED BY THEM! i am working my ass off like a cow but there they were, slacking like no body's business. so pissed off can. worked from 2pm to 830 without a break! on went off for dinner at 745 and still not back by 840. so i went off cuz i was totally famished. guess what? she was happily eating her mac ice cream cone outside with her friends. damn fcuked up can!
the other one MIA-ED for god-knows how long. she counted the stocks before going off to chat with the other promoters and she will come back every half an hour or so to count the stocks and just record down the missing ones as SOLD. wtf.
yeah, i must be the stupid one who is really promoting. thanks alot.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007


ru & qi~


photos! wheee. had an unexpected night yesterday. huimin % weichen came over to my house for a sleepover. ROFL. so sudden lah!

we met up for lunch at cine ystdy afternoon and they ended up baking at my house. ROFL. but anyways, our cake rocks! HAHAHAHA many funny things happened while baking.

the pictures will tell a thousand words. boo.
enjoy~


HAHAHAHA. our maria chen and slacker min.

tada* nice nice.


THIS WAS THE JOKE OF THE NIGHT! OUR CAKE WAS ON FIRE! the parchment paper was touching the heating wire i guess, so it burned in the oven! we paniced can! our smart wc blew the flames off.HAHAHAAH. we threw awy this tin anyway, so wasted.


the big gathering! hehe. taken in my bedroom. ^^


taken at orchard mrt heading to yishun! with wc's phone. how clever lah! cannot even see us. lol.


me and wc. dno whether she's taking the man or us. HAHAHA.


OUR HANDS! another brilliant suggestion by wc.AHAHAHAHA.


taking photos on the train. abit paiseh but we pretended that we were tourists. lol.



ehhh last photo. the order is kind of jumbled up. LOL. as u can see, i was working so hard with the beater while wc and hm were happily taking photos.HAHAHA.

yawns~ shall be going to sleep now. meeting them again tmr. HAHAHA. fun fun~

Monday, December 17, 2007

WOOOOTS
had a great day today!

went to town with weichen, cynli and huiqi. bought a cardigan from zara & some boxers. ROFL. bought huimin's christmas persent as well. yayness. great accomplishment. hehe.

so sis left for trg at 6 plus and the 3 of use decided to have our dinner at longjohn. we chatted for damn long till 9 plus. HAD FUN CHATTING WITH THEM. HAHAHAHAHA. SO FUN!!!!

so cynli was asking me, why do i find clubbing fun?
hmmmm.
i always club becuz i love dancing! & its not like a can just blast music at home and dance alone. the fun is in dancing with friends and sometimes dirty dancing. =x which is merely for fun lah!

secondly, when you club, the loud banging music and the happening crowd can make you forget all your stress and troubles. you can just enjoy and party whole night! so trying clubbing when you're stress.

alright, cant think of anymore reasons. hahaha.

we talked about lots of funny stuffs. talked about sports school, stta, SEX! SO ROFL! DAMN DAMN FUNNY!!!!!

shall not elaborate.HAHAHAHA.weichen the innocent girl.AHAHAHAHAH.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

hahaha. i found more photos.
this time i shall post me with LONG HAIR.


rofl. who says i must leave my hair long.ROFL ROFL.


me & sarah with some vj. cannot rmb her name.


the four of us during racial harmony day. hehe.


I REALLY PLAY TABLETENNIS LAH PEOPLE.


this photo is like dno how many years old. 3 or 4?


me & huimin. hehe. xDD


these were all YEARS AGO. before i cut my hair short. HAHAHAHA.
& i cut my hair b'cuz of a stupid reason. but i am glad that i did. HAHAHAHAHA.
enjoy~
HOLIDAYS!
yayness.

pon-ed halfway of friday's lesson. was so bored and my team sucks. >.<
they can survive with or without me anyways. ROFL.

went out with rain to vivo after returning songhui's shirt. rain went off after first meeting due to a reckless act of impulsion! ROFL & she spent 100+ at vivo. i bought a box of girls guides cookies only. hehe. xDD

we seriously shopped from 1pm to 9pm. hehe. pro eh? tried on more than 20+ clothes. so tiring & i didnt buy anything. T.T
MANGO IS HAVING A BIG SALE NOW!
but didnt find anything that looks nice on me. sad.
shall visit the orchard branch this coming tuesday.

i just remembered my att is coming soon!
jan 22nd.
OMGGGG.
i must start studying. dont think i will pass but i still have to tae it anyway.
shitt.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

IM GETTING OH-SO EMO HERE.
T.T
gonna upload all my precious photos here before anything happens.
the sweet sweet memories i had with all the people in my life.
definetely not acquaintances but all my beloved friends out there.

just wanna let you guys know that

I LOVE YOU ALL!



8 years and counting...


the greatest gift i had from tabletennis. the loves of my life.




my les partner. chen~



a jie that i will never forget. <3


jazreel~ my yellow friend.


chen~ our last memory in school uniform.


ling, my gossip partner with the listening ear whenever i needed someone to talk to.



besties for life. yishi & cynli darling


my doubles partner, huimin.
we fought & we conquered.


the joy we shared& the fun we had.
the memories that nothing can overwrite.


look at our smiles, so heart warming.
deep down from the bottom of our hearts.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

FCUK!

my laptop crashed! thanks alot lo! & its the last week of school! ZOMG lah. i was so depressed when the guy told me that i will have to reformat my laptop! the thought of ll my precious photos been deleted and gone forever was so damn saddening! i treasure the memories im left with, the photos in my laptop & the images in my heart.

BUT
i found out that ive saved all my music and photos in my Ddrive. so they are saved! thank god! :D now i realised i should really take good care of david, the name i gave my laptop, before he pmsed again. david, you should know that i love you! i really do, although sometimes i may be a little harsh when closing your lid or pressing your space bar, I STILL LOVE YOU LUHH!

HAHAHAHAHA SO LAME!

school was fun today b'cuz my team mates were great. cultural was always slack so we just crapped our way through the whole presentation. so went to collect david after class but the stupid it helpdesk people are so damn slow can! from afternoon till 4plus and they were still stuck at the same stage. waited for around 1plus hour. luckily rain, xiumei and tina were with me throughout. :D yayness.

now david's back to normal, just a little ugly currently. with msn version 4plus, the latest is 8. something i think, thats like double of david's. wth.
ALL THE GAMES WERE DELETED AS WELL. zomg. im such a good student.

i just realised tmr's top 10 cup. told mum that i didnt want to play but she submitted the letter anyway. luckily im having sch tmr. geee. perfect excuse. but i seriously DONT WANNA PLAY. i dont have the guts to play when im not having any proper trg, i will be very disappointed with myself if i played. it is not the matter of losing but its just the point that im not putting my best effort in it. i wont feel good. thats the reason why i had the die-die wont go attitude when huimin was nagging me to go the other day. ^^

2 more days to hol! wheee! im kinda looking forward to it but the thought of year 2008 is creepy. im turning 19 which is one step closer to 20! 20 sounds frigging old can! year 2007 is the start of my new life i guess, new environment and new way of living. no more 24/7 trainings, no more JIAYOU YOU CAN DO IT way of motivating myself to train harder & no more WHY ARE THINGS SO UNFAIR.

grins* shall not dwell about it anymore, its alrdy been a year. im fine now. :D

enterprise UT's tmr. *runs to download 6ps*

Tuesday, December 11, 2007



NICE RIGHT! i think im gonna get this pair of lens! nice right! so cute!
T.T i feel so useless today! seriously no mood + didnt know how to do the worksheet and everything. plus its the last week of school, everybody's in their hol mood alrdy! OMG... i so wanna party all day.
i am spending ALOT this month. there's alot of presents which i need to buy and alot of gathering which i had to attend plus im not in the mood to work so now im spending more than i am earning! dies*
changed my blogskin again cuz ive nothing to do.
huimin's not going trg today. so im not sure whether i should go see doc or just go gym myself. HOWWWW???
IM DAMN IT BOREDDD.

Monday, December 10, 2007








alright, ripped the photos from myra's blog. more photos coming up! ^^
seriously didnt take much photos!
anyway, ponned sch again today. wahhhhh. really like skipped alot of classes alrdy. dies*
when hol ends i seriously must stay throughout the whole of 4 weeks! can faint lah! shall see how. :D
TODAY WAS SUPER WASTED!
ponned class and was wandering around amk hub with rain, xiumei & tall guy. forgot his name. hahaha. so we voted for mad detective, alright 3 of us voted for it and only rain voted for the kingdom. ROFL. we ended up kana nagged by rain cuz the movie totally sucked! the story was seriously FCUKED UP!
FCUK LAHHH!
TAXI FARE RISED ALOT CAN! DOUBLE!
OMG OMG OMG OMG
TAXI IS THE ONLY MODE OF TRANSPORT WHEN WE CLUB!
DAMN COMFORT! DAMN YOU!
TRYING TO SUCK THE MONEY OUT OF ME!
the more i should study harder and pass my driving test. grrrr.
finished watching romantic princess [ gong zhu xiao mei ]. the ending sucks! the front part and everything was good but the ending was screwed! awwww. but wu zhun is just freaking hot!
arghhh. nvm, shall continue watching my korea drama, hwang jin yi. nice nice ^^

Sunday, December 09, 2007

ripped this from bunny's blog. so hilarious!

Q: How many Raffles JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: 4 whole faculties. One fac. to design the new bulb, one fac. to test it out, one fac. to market it and one guy to write a stupid e-mail about lightbulbs. Then, as Singapore elites, they'll employ foreign talents (ie Bangladeshi labourers) to screw it in for them.

Q: How many Hwa Chong JC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school...to compete with Raffles JC... But instead of Banglas, they employ mainland Chinese.

Q: How many Victoria JC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school... one to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many National JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: NO LIGHT STILL CAN STUDY!!!!!

Q: How many Anderson JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs...

Q: How many Anglo-Chinese JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None... they use all their money to employ Yishun JC to do it for them.

Q: How many Yishun JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None... only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for Anglo-Chinese JC?).

Q: How many Catholic JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They'd prefer it darker...

Q: How many Jurong JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None... their Physics is so bad that they make their male teachers cry...

Q: How many Tampines JC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: Would they bother??

Q: How many Meridian JC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. They're too busy keeping themselves from being retained

Q: How many Saint Andrew's JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None... they believe in praying for it.

Q: How many Nanyang JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None... they are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many Serangoon JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: Huh, what lightbulb...
A*: Huh, wat litebarb ...

Q: How many Innova JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: School so new change what lightbulb?
A*: None. They're more worried about the about-to-drop-fans in the learning studios instead.

Q: How many Pioneer JC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: Heck care about that - let's all do 300 jumping jacks as punishment for improper attire.
A*: F*** the lightbulb lah, the principal will dosomething about rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumpingjacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: Temasek JC!

Q: How many Temasek JC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright already.

Note: A* are alternative answers found elsewhere.




anyway, the after math of zoukout. DEAD. reached home at 740, right after mum and dad woke up. shit. mum was nagging non stop abotu me not getting home early and stuff. BUT I WAS EARLY.i reached home early in the morning. rofl. so woke up and 4 and im rotting at home now. boring.

so, zoukout.

SUCKS. i didnt like the music didnt like the sandy dancefloor and i TOTALLY HATE IT WHEN THE PLACE IS FREAKING FILLED WITH ANGMOHS.

i think its prolly bcuz i was hanging out with people i dont know and they were not really those friendly type. so i was kinda bored. but still, i clubbed till 6plus. ROFL.

nothing much to talk about, gotta grab the photos from myra later.

:D

Saturday, December 08, 2007

HALF DEAD.

wheee~ had a fun day shopping for wc's christmas present. ROFL. me and hm had a hard time choosing it! appreciate it ok wc! HAHAHAHAHA. but its only half done. sigh.
anyway me and hm came up with the idea of 2 people buying present for 1. so its gonna be like me and hm choosing a present for wc, wc and me choosing a present for hm and wc and hm choosing a present for me. HAHAHAHA SO FUN CAN!

so met up with keigo shawn and cow and we went powerhouse. SIAN DAO. the music sucks, people sucks and dragonfly was fullhoused. so didnt get to go in. -.- they have the best music at stjames ystdy night. so i went home with loli quite early. BUT IM STILL SUPER SLEEPY LUHH. i so wanna sleep more!

zoukout's tonight. ^^

Friday, December 07, 2007

WHEEEEE
PON SCH TODAY. MUAHAHAHAHA. couldnt wake up + didnt feel lik ewaking up + dear rain is not goin to sch. ROFL. lots of excuse. HAHAHA

selin is so gonna kill me. she was asking me to pon sch ystdy but i told her that i'll be going to class no matter what. HAHAHAHAHA. shit. HAHAHAHAHA.

going for threading later on. excessive hairs are growing on my face.HAHAHAH. so fugly!

ZOUKOUT IS TMR! WOOOTS. fun fun. i so wanna dancE! but with my fats i doubt i can dance freely.HAHAHAAH.

oooh. its alrdy 2pm. shit. should have woke up earlier. grins* going off to suntec now.

peaceout~

Thursday, December 06, 2007

ZOMG

HOW SHUAI CAN WU ZUN CAN!

IM LIKE CRAZY OVER HIM CAN! WAS SMILING LIKE CRAZY IN CLASS!

WU ZUN IS THE SEX!

ZOMG!

I JUST CANNOT CONTROL LUHH!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

alright. im working now. how boring can it get.
and its raining so heavily!

weather is super cold but there are lots of crazy people out there buying ice cream. SIAO AH. im like freezing cold. im craving for a cup of warm milo. T.T & a freaking mosquito is sucking my blood.

ARGHHH. I SO HATE RP!

there's so many party this week but i couldnt attend any just b'cuz of school! damn rp.

ive tickets for mos for the whole of this week but i just cannot club.FCK LAH.
whee. got my ticket of zoukout from songhui. THANKS ALOT!
8th dec. zouk out and mos MILKSHAKE! gotta choose between one, so zoukout. dang*

im in a hol mood alrdy! one more week to go! i have the urge to pon sch everyday. geee. bad bad girl.
anyways, i broke my diet plans alrdy.HAHAHAHA. but its a record okay! 2 days.HAHAHAHA. better than nothing.

forgot what i wanted to blog! ARGHHH.

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

IM LIKE SO FREAKING PISSED OF CAN!
SO UTTERLY TERRIBLY TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED.
im not in the mood to study, not in the mood to eat.
& thanks alot in helping me as i'm on a strict diet.

do you know that you are not talking sense?
you claimed that you want to be a NORMAL person who is well liked by everybody.
ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO BE SOMEONE NORMAL?
if you want to be normal, get the fuck out of cosplaying and the lolita stuff.
just get your olvls and go on to a normal poly.
WHY BOTHER ABOUT YOUR DREAMS OF OPENING YOUR OWN SHOP?

well liked by everybody, BUT FIRST, DO YOU LOVE YOURSELF?
ARE YOU HAPPY?
you are torturing yourself with all the unwanted troubles of your so called CUSTOMERS.
you want people to like you so you are always trying to entertain them making them happy but on the other side complaining about them?
do all these sound right to you?
if you dont like them, just tell them. nothing is done when you talk behind their backs.
CUSTOMERS CAN BE FRIENDS.
but not ALL customers are friends.
please get this clear and not fucking get yourself depressed over minor things which can be easily solved when you just freaking tell them how you feel. if you dont want them to bug you, just tell them to fuck off. but of cuz in a nicer manner.
YOU DONT HAVE TO BE OH-SO-I-WILL-ALWAYS-BE-THERE-FOR-YOU but come and tell us how irritating they were.
THIS IS SO BLOODY FAKE.

sometimes when you're down, i will be sad too. i dont ask you straight and i will always put on a big wide grin as i dont want you to think about all the sad things when you're with me.
i always think that its all due to your personal problems which i shouldnt interfere.
HOWEVER, it is always the case that you are bothering about unnecessary problems which sometimes dont even include you. things which links up to complicated problems which dont exist.
why are you doing all these?

shawn may sound insulting b'cuz he wants the ambiance to be less awkward.but do you think he will come to us and tell us all these just to make fun of you?
no, he dont.
he wants you to change so that you can be a happy person.
he wants a happy friend.
or rather

we want a happy you


ive said enough and i dont want to continue anymore.
this is the first time im SO FREAKING ANGRY AT YOU.

Monday, December 03, 2007

went to the gym with darling rain after school! had a great jog AND I MUST SAY RP DRAGON BOAT GUYS ARE REALLY HOT! OMG. i was running and watching them do their pull ups. they are so freaking muscular can! hot hot hot.

going to the gym tmr as well~

gonna club on wed. so dun wanna club b'cuz i'll be having ut on thursday luhh! how!!!!!
i wanna club but i wanna sleep too. shall see how again.

cuz thursday i'll try to make it to joanne's party too. busy busy december.

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS CNY SHOPPING!
im so not looking forward to it anyway. mysia is HELL BORING i tell you.

day #1

YAWNS!


I’m like super sleep luhh! I slept at 2 plus last night. Could have been later but THANK YOU KELLY AND FIGO! If not for you guys, I guess me and cynli will reached home the next morning lo!


Met up with cynli darling so last min! poned an hour of work to meet her. Must be thankful can! HAHAHA. We went to shop for our bikini. Cynli bought a brown plain one but she kinda regretted after hearing shawn’s comment. AND THE FUNNY THING WAS SHAWN HELPED ME IN CHOSSING MINE! ROFL. Was kind of embarrassing but whatever lah. HAHAHA no matter what I will still have to wear that out someday.


The first one I chose was a green and brown one. So they were like saying I look like a freaking Indian and I will be camouflaging myself at siloso beach. Thanks a lot can! So I pulled shawn to the shop and he chose the colourful flowery ones for me. Hahaha. Didn’t really like it but I bought the one he chose anyway.


So we joined keigo and co for supper. We ended up eating wanton mee and bugis and we chated till 1am.ROFL and our main topic was lollipop. Felt sad for her though, they were shooting her like nobody’s business. But after all, it’s for her own good.


HAD A REALLY GREAT LAUGH LAST NIGHT!
I think my 6pacs’s forming! Rofl.


IM SO GOING TO THE GYM FOR THE ENTIRE WEEK!
Gonna shake off the excess fats on my tummy! I’m all hyped up for zoukout! *GRINS*

enterprise. T.T

Saturday, December 01, 2007

geeee. was very guai and didnt go anywhere ystdy and today. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
BUT

WILL BE GOING TA ZOUKOUT NEXT SAT!
I AM SOOOOOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT CAN!
:D :D :D
myra dear~~


anyone going plz drop me a msg!
lets party all night tgt! wheeeee.