Sunday, July 30, 2006

im looking forward to tuesday.it's gonna rawk our week. =)
heyo!selection is finally over! =)=)=)
hmmm.i think for all selections there will be people who are happy about their performance and people who are disappointed in themselves.haha.so congrats to all those who are happy with themselves! =) as for me, im kinda happy that the selection is over and im free!lol.
specially delicated to my meatball gang, kong kong.
heyy girl, cheer up kayys.ur nick so sad ehh.dun think too much lahh.surely within their hearts you are their precious little princess.so try looking on the bright side kayys??you still have your meatball gang!mao mao and za chao!!!! we love ya truck loads! <3<3<3
huimin is so selfish.haha.she better make clean and nice sushi for us lo!haha.



here i am again, with nth left inside
i gotta let you go.
its you, there's nth i can do.
i rmb then,u came to me that night.
u said forever, that u will never let me go.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

our academy is seriously screwed up.CARDING SPREE!!!haha.me and huimin each got a white card.bravo bravo!but i felt quite guilty cuz actually we were trg very seriously until halfway when i started to feel quite bored about trg.haha.so i started chatting with huimin. =) so actually it was my fault.haha.so the coach was blabbering away about how rude our attitude towards school's trg and he emphasized on our behaviour at NATIONAL team's trg.wtf lahh.compare wad shit lo.why dun he just compare his attitude towards us and their attitude towards us before commenting on us.ok.back to the point.from now on,all of us will have to asked him personally for permission to fill our bottles or toilet break.poor pei lians.they dun even have the authority to allow us to go out of the hall.poor thing.lol.
so from now on,i will fill my bottle till it overflows before going for trg.haha. XP
was quite a tiring day today.went early in the morning to stta for this stupid selections and rushed to sch for our last open house.its was very grand i guess.we even have chatered bus from woodlands mrt to our school.woots.but the talk by dr seet was very long.haha.dr seet was really good!haha.if i were those pri6 kids i will dream about being a sspian tonight.haha.but as usual, our hall was quite empty as compared to the other academies.haha.
the joke of the day was this funny family!lol.they were asking me and huimin about sports sch.den the girl was asking alot about our hostel.she was like at night very dark how?i will be very scared and think that someone is following me lehh.so me and huimin was like, so what sport de u play?guess what?!the girl was like.ehh.last time i used to be in dancing and now librarian.DOTTSSS.me and huimin wanted to bang our heads against the wall manx.and her mother was really funny.she was asking us weird qestions like.what if my son dont brush his teeth.diao.how are we supposed to ans her lo?tell her that the teacher will check ah.joke lahh.and he was telling us how barbaric her son was.what if her son ran out of the sch compound.all those funny questions.i was dying lahh!!!lol.
shall end here.nth much to type.haha.opps.my entry quite long eh?haha.


there's gotta be more to life.

Friday, July 28, 2006

wtf.im serious pissed with the dickless fcking HIM.you all should know who im refering to.wtf.i dont care whether u all are thinking that im selfish or what so ever.im not gonna say a single word of apology to that asshole.if you adults demand for one.fine.i will do as im told but it will certainly not be a sincere one.
although she[ps:im not against you.i care for you.] cried but wasnt really guilty as i felt a hundred times the pain when they killed me last year.the old enthu , full of passion abt tt and the girl who once hoped that she can be the next li jia wei was gone.she was killed or rather murdered by you.yes you!nothing can be the same again and i can nv become the same old goodie girl that u once knew.
not only did you put out the burning passion in me and u slapped me out of my dreams.thank you for that tight slap and now im awake.u made me realised the hard core reality that nothing in the world is fair. thank you for reminding me about that.
i had worked my ass out to get what i wanted and to prove that im good enough.but what i get was a whole truck of bullshit from you.telling me to try harder next time.all i wanted was just support and encouragement, a helping hand to fan and fuel the passion in me.but u didnt.not only did u burn out my fire, u swept away the ashes not leaving any sparks behind for me to stand up again.the old me was gone,thoroughly gone.
imagine the deep pain i had but the little encouragment from u was never heard.on the other hand all of u are pointing your fingers at me thinking that im just this spoilt kid throwing my temper around!childishly demanding for your sympathy and wanting an acceptable answer.but ive only a question in mind, why me?!i was refered as the kid who dont understand the situation you are in and the RISKS which you had taken for me.but what about the pain i'd felt?hey people im a living human being too.
you broke my heart in bits and pieces and now dont blame me for being heartless.7 years of my hardwork and sweat into tt.do u think i dun wanna get to the top?you are always thinking on your side that my ignorant attitude towards you pains you.try thinking for me will you?get the point clear.are you begging me to understand you or am i begging you to save me from the plight im in now?
maybe u will think that running away is not the way to solve this but i dun wanna rake up the past.its too painful for me to look into the darkest side of my heart.i'd walked out of it and i dun wanna look back into it again.please leave me alone.
the scar will never leave me, it never will.


i wanna be an ostrich and stuck my head into the ground.not hearing and seeing anything.thats how i want it to be.im a loser.what can u do?

Saturday, July 22, 2006

my new template.like it?
wheeEE.doubles champ.i love my doubles.haha.mix 2nd not bad le.we are the underdogs.lol. =) im happy le.haha.
tmr is the impt match!team event!haha. playing against my sister's team.lol.if we lose right.we will get 4th.haha.cuz me and del both agreed that we won cuz we were super on that day.haha.and on-ness dun happen everyday.lol.
sports school red and orange team! CHONG CHONG CHONG!haha.
i just woke up from my beauty sleep.haha.
went for morning trg and it was suprisingly tough.haha.but obviously i wasnt trg under HIM lahh.trained with sun jian.haha.that lame guy.lol.
trg was unexpectedly fun!haha.hope that i can play well tonight bahh.haha.but seriously im willing to exchange both my finals for a singles finals.haha. XP but wadeva.jiayou!

DONKEY OWES ME 9 TESTIS!

Friday, July 21, 2006

wheeE!im super happy!i really stil cannot believe that we won! =) haha.but luckily we won if not i will feel super guilty.cuz i made lots and lots of mistakes lo.haha.sorry chuanen!he was super pro today.all i needa do was to just to make the ball over and ce will win the ball for me.haha. my hero!lol. hope that we can play as well tmr =)
im feeling so high today!!
sian lahh.tmr got trg lehh.needa go sleep earlier..haish.feeling sleepy.i wanna sleep!thats wad i do best and i love it!haha.
hmmm.im lazy to type now.haha.
nitex ppl!

Saturday, July 15, 2006

WHEEE!SPORT SCHOOL TEAM!WHEEE.SSP POWER!haha.
our team was so dman bonded can!haha.they made me high!haha.im so high for these few days lo!whee! =D i love zena! we love our pointing cheer!lol
woots.stta trg is tough manx.lol.my left arm is dropping off le.and the left side of my body is aching like shit.i think my left side died.lol.cant move le.and a new blister is coming out!almost gone le now back again!ahhhhh.
haish.no mood to blog lahh.haha.im just high!
XD
wheE.im so high today!although im quite sad that i lost but we won!we love our team spirit dun we?!lol.we are so bonded and whats more.i learnt the pointing cheer.lol.at first i was like an idiot pointing this et-liked pose.lol.we were all so bloody bonded and we cheered like mad!it had been damn long since i last cheered so enthuly for my team le! =) so high!
ehh.im high but i dno wad to blog abt.haha.

im disappointed =(

Sunday, July 09, 2006

im back!its only 1 day and im missing them.lol.i wonder when will be the next time that we can meet and have fun!
the trip was super fun!especially the last night!i bet all of us wont frget that for the rest of our lifes!haha.will we?omg.we almost did get to go out cuz brunei's teddy bear [manager i guess ] found out that we were trying to sneak out.so we all camped in weetiam's room and brunei's LO went to look out for the situation.so we went out in the end but it was an exciting runaway.lol.we went down by the side stairs to avoid passing teddy bear's room.but some clever leader led us all the way from the 15th floor to the first floor.and guess what?we found out that the door can only open from outside.lol.so caesar broke open the door by fiddling with the ledge on top.and the alarm rang!that was damn exciting!we all were so shocked that we ran all the way up from the 1st floor up to the 9th floor.haha.and me and sandy were so tired and we rested at the 7th floor.lol.the 9th floor door was supposed to be locked but dno why this malay guy could open it.haha.thank god!lol.so we snaked out of the hotel and went to this club.omg.it was totally an eye opener for me.
at first we couldnt enter due to the age limit but the LO had links i guess and we entered through the back door.the loud music made my heart pound to the beat.haha.but the only bad thing about the place was that it was filled with smokers who made the place so smoky that our eyes went itchy and we had to go to the outdoor dance floor.we danced there so awkwardly especially us the singaporeans.lol.but we went back in to the temple liked [smoky shit] dance floor.hmmm.all the fun had to end at 4am where we had to go back to our hotel.hmmmm.
slept at 6 that night and woke up at 8.haha.my eyes were so swollen and when i took a photo of myself.i was shocked!haha.i looked like a walking zombie.haha.
the fun ended real soon! =( this trip was more to a hols then a comp.haha.our team rawks.we have the childish dave with us who insisted on yanzhen and my sis [only 2 with braces] to perform sugar cane juice act.haha.cuz those metal teeth of them canm bites through anything as according to mr la.haha.his name was spelled wrongly and we all called him mr la chin peng.haha.there spelling and pronounciation was horrendous!the best part was when they called for sandy.SANDY JIN FUNG BRUNEI CHOO.omg.i almost died laughing on the floor manX!haha.
our performance was so screwed up cuz our singing turned out to be lip singing.lol.so maluating!haha.but wadeva!the farewell party was a joke.the people were all like rioting on the stage.haah.raising the hands and jumping around.lol.a WAN REN ZHI HIGH CONCERT.and the ending part was all of us holding hands in a circle and singing the song aul lang sai.i dno how to spell that but it was weird~! we were like freaks praying to the singer cuz we were raising our hands and swinging them down from the start til lthe end of the song.haha.and the indos demanded for disco and how are we supposed to dance and high in our orchid formal uni and cot shoes.lol.that was damn joke and all the sg girls were laughing like hell throughout.lol.
all the other teams were quite friendly AND WE ALL RMBED KINGKONG!haha.the coach or rather the team leader of thailand.haha.we all love her dont we?haha.
okok.ive typed a whole chunk of my experience.haha.

miss euu, love euu <3

Saturday, July 08, 2006

wheee.im back from indo.
my blog is abit dead.haha.
but wadeva!
<3