OKAYY!
although its only a 2 days holiday but IM ALREADY VERY CONTENTED WITH IT! hahaha.
gonna attend my 3rd driving lesson tomorrow at 830, freaking early.
ARGHH. nvm. im so effing lazy to blog right now.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008
WHEEE~
had a great tight sleep yesterday, so now im feeling all hyped up! :D :D
first of all,
MY DARLING TAN HUIMIN!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!
anyway, was supposed to go for 3 birthday celebrations, mum's huimin's and atsuki's.
BUT
#1. mum fell sick ystdy, down with fever and now she needs lots of rest. thus, her birthday dinner cancelled.
#2. Ms tan's not working today so we ( me and wc ) wanted to celebrate her bday today as well. but poor weichen had a serious eye infection! was talking over the phone with her about her conditions and it sounds super serious! i just hope that the swell and everything will go down soon.
and again, celebration cancelled.
lastly, atsuki's birthday! this is the only one left and keigo called me early in the morning just to remind me. hehe. i wont forget luhh. but i still have to get something for suki later at kiddypalace. :D i miss her!
awwwwwwww. an unlucky april!
ohya, went for an interview ystdy. was quite alright and not much complicated rules or whatsoever to follow. i kinda like the job and time but its just that the place is tooooo far. hmmmm shall just wait for my timetable before posting about my job. lol. alright, gonna cook maggie mee myself for lunch. mum's sick and im way too lazy to walk all the way out.
BYE~
had a great tight sleep yesterday, so now im feeling all hyped up! :D :D
first of all,
MY DARLING TAN HUIMIN!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!
anyway, was supposed to go for 3 birthday celebrations, mum's huimin's and atsuki's.
BUT
#1. mum fell sick ystdy, down with fever and now she needs lots of rest. thus, her birthday dinner cancelled.
#2. Ms tan's not working today so we ( me and wc ) wanted to celebrate her bday today as well. but poor weichen had a serious eye infection! was talking over the phone with her about her conditions and it sounds super serious! i just hope that the swell and everything will go down soon.
and again, celebration cancelled.
lastly, atsuki's birthday! this is the only one left and keigo called me early in the morning just to remind me. hehe. i wont forget luhh. but i still have to get something for suki later at kiddypalace. :D i miss her!
awwwwwwww. an unlucky april!
ohya, went for an interview ystdy. was quite alright and not much complicated rules or whatsoever to follow. i kinda like the job and time but its just that the place is tooooo far. hmmmm shall just wait for my timetable before posting about my job. lol. alright, gonna cook maggie mee myself for lunch. mum's sick and im way too lazy to walk all the way out.
BYE~
Friday, April 25, 2008
to ms TAN HUI MIN :
UPDATED!
HAHAHAHA. i'm just plain lazy to update!
THE LEFT SIDE OF MY BODY IS ACHING LIKE HELL!
when for inter- con last wed and i couldn't wake up yesterday for school :)
reached school at 1030am! ROFL.
at least i went to class okay! appreciate that!
ARGHHH i upate again later ok? LOL.
GOING FOR INTERVIEW LATER! WISH ME LUCK!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
UPDATED!
HAHAHAHA. i'm just plain lazy to update!
THE LEFT SIDE OF MY BODY IS ACHING LIKE HELL!
when for inter- con last wed and i couldn't wake up yesterday for school :)
reached school at 1030am! ROFL.
at least i went to class okay! appreciate that!
ARGHHH i upate again later ok? LOL.
GOING FOR INTERVIEW LATER! WISH ME LUCK!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
alright, I'm not in a good mood right now cause lots of shitty stuff are happening again. yes, again!
so pls DO NOT DISTURB ME!
had a bad week in school and now I'm fighting with baby.
he's not happy cause i told him about how bad he looked in his super long hair LAST time and what my friends commented. this is really how i SERIOUSLY FEELS and do you think that i will purposely tell him that just to make him feel like a freak and its not as if he's with that hairstyle now.
he called and told me that he was thinking about some stuff, about WHY PEOPLE ALWAYS TALK WITHOUT TAKING PEOPLE'S FEELINGS INTO CONSIDERATION. i may be acting stupid but i do know what you are trying to point out.
me : so you mean that you always take people's feelings into consideration when you talk?
him : tell me when have i not done that?
me : don't always assume that you're always right in judging people, including yourself. I don't want to continue this talk right now cause I'm not in the right mood and I'm certain that things will get worst if we carry on with our attitude right now.
*forgets the rest of the convo & hung up the phone.*
yes, i agree that he's a very very nice person and often a little way too nice to people. i remember telling him that it's good to be this way but i don't 100% think that this is how someone should be if he wants to strive in the current world,as he can be very easily taken advantage of. he himself agreed but we ended up having an argument over it.
he's a negative person due to some personal reason and he likes to reflect on why people are like that.
i will always tell him to wake up and change as the people WILL NOT CHANGE even though they themselves knows it is not right.
being selfish, competitive and arrogant can be what it takes to be successful, or rather to survive in the society nowadays.
at times,money can easily overpower ability. it is so true.
we, are a money driven + cert driven society.
he whines that he can perform better than people but its often the case that the rich bastards are getting the credits when they know nuts. it is definitely unfair but what can you do? give up and quit the school? ( which was what he did ) but looking back, does it even help?
all i wanted to tell you is just to be "SMART" in dealing with unreasonable/fcuked up, (just insert whatever vulgarities you can think off) situations, even if it involves bad etiquette or certain loss of dignity and causing harm, be it financially or emotionally, to other people. things will never be fair unless you know how to turn the game to you advantage. It might sound or look cheap but, that's what we should do when no body's playing fair.
i know this is not you and everything might be different if you are like that.
lastly, quoting source :
MS KWA's real life experiences from both STTA & SINGAPORE SPORTS SCHOOL.
-end of my list of boring whining-
so pls DO NOT DISTURB ME!
had a bad week in school and now I'm fighting with baby.
he's not happy cause i told him about how bad he looked in his super long hair LAST time and what my friends commented. this is really how i SERIOUSLY FEELS and do you think that i will purposely tell him that just to make him feel like a freak and its not as if he's with that hairstyle now.
he called and told me that he was thinking about some stuff, about WHY PEOPLE ALWAYS TALK WITHOUT TAKING PEOPLE'S FEELINGS INTO CONSIDERATION. i may be acting stupid but i do know what you are trying to point out.
me : so you mean that you always take people's feelings into consideration when you talk?
him : tell me when have i not done that?
me : don't always assume that you're always right in judging people, including yourself. I don't want to continue this talk right now cause I'm not in the right mood and I'm certain that things will get worst if we carry on with our attitude right now.
*forgets the rest of the convo & hung up the phone.*
yes, i agree that he's a very very nice person and often a little way too nice to people. i remember telling him that it's good to be this way but i don't 100% think that this is how someone should be if he wants to strive in the current world,as he can be very easily taken advantage of. he himself agreed but we ended up having an argument over it.
he's a negative person due to some personal reason and he likes to reflect on why people are like that.
i will always tell him to wake up and change as the people WILL NOT CHANGE even though they themselves knows it is not right.
being selfish, competitive and arrogant can be what it takes to be successful, or rather to survive in the society nowadays.
at times,money can easily overpower ability. it is so true.
we, are a money driven + cert driven society.
he whines that he can perform better than people but its often the case that the rich bastards are getting the credits when they know nuts. it is definitely unfair but what can you do? give up and quit the school? ( which was what he did ) but looking back, does it even help?
all i wanted to tell you is just to be "SMART" in dealing with unreasonable/fcuked up, (just insert whatever vulgarities you can think off) situations, even if it involves bad etiquette or certain loss of dignity and causing harm, be it financially or emotionally, to other people. things will never be fair unless you know how to turn the game to you advantage. It might sound or look cheap but, that's what we should do when no body's playing fair.
i know this is not you and everything might be different if you are like that.
lastly, quoting source :
MS KWA's real life experiences from both STTA & SINGAPORE SPORTS SCHOOL.
no matter what, i still love you for who you are.
-end of my list of boring whining-
Monday, April 21, 2008
alright, i just realised that I've been using fuck, bitch and some other vulgarities like casual greetings or something! this is bad!! now, i not only sound like a malaysian when im speaking chinese, i also talk like an ahlian who's trying to speak english? wth.
anyway, i was kinda happy today! had a bad bad monday blues so me nysa norman tina and rain pon class tgt! yay~ but i felt so bad after doing so cause i met weiming and co at causeway and they were telling me that the group kinda chui, but i dont think it will make any difference even if im present cause i know nuts about it. ROFL. but the worst thing is that he covered up for me by telling the faci that i wasn't feeling well and was vomiting so i had no choice but to leave. OMGGG. that really made me super guilty. i will really buy him a drink tmr. :D thank you bitch! ehh. i shouldn't be using that word. dangggg.
I SWEAR I WAS SERIOUSLY SUPER ENTHU , HARDWORKING, SERIOUS , ( just simply insert anything nice here ) ... FOR TRAINING TODAY! can you imagine?
my hand + legs + back are so gonna ache tomorrow, trust me!
and yada yada yada.
rotted at macs with mr kok till 9plus , reached home bathed and danggggg, im here blogging.
OHYA! did you guys see the stupid news about mas selamat?
THEY ARE PLAINLY GIVE EXCUSES!
all the things they came out with are seriously all rubbish lo. if he's such a dangerous wanted man, why the hell did they put him in that kind of unsecured place?
but whatever, all of us will just die sooner or later cause its gonna be the end of the world soon. i hope that i will just die before
#1 tsunami hits and sink sg in like 2 minutes?
#2 snowing in sg causing me to be hit by some big ice ball while walking home?
#3 Singaporeans dont have any money to buy rice,water and MEAT! i'll just go crazy and eats up my chairs and maybe the lid of my peanut butter?
#4 terrorists planted some small bomb to act as a warning but it turned out to blow up 80% of singapore?
#5 some comet's gonna hit earth? ( heard from someone which i cannot rmb who )
#6 all oil, fuel will be depleted so we will be back to using candles and i will die of heat?
okayyyy... im lazy to think and write out all the possibilities that will led to my death.
MY EYEBAGS ARE AS BIG AS THE BIG CRUMPLER WHICH LARRY'S CARRYING!
JUST LET ME SLEEP!
anyway, i was kinda happy today! had a bad bad monday blues so me nysa norman tina and rain pon class tgt! yay~ but i felt so bad after doing so cause i met weiming and co at causeway and they were telling me that the group kinda chui, but i dont think it will make any difference even if im present cause i know nuts about it. ROFL. but the worst thing is that he covered up for me by telling the faci that i wasn't feeling well and was vomiting so i had no choice but to leave. OMGGG. that really made me super guilty. i will really buy him a drink tmr. :D thank you bitch! ehh. i shouldn't be using that word. dangggg.
I SWEAR I WAS SERIOUSLY SUPER ENTHU , HARDWORKING, SERIOUS , ( just simply insert anything nice here ) ... FOR TRAINING TODAY! can you imagine?
my hand + legs + back are so gonna ache tomorrow, trust me!
and yada yada yada.
rotted at macs with mr kok till 9plus , reached home bathed and danggggg, im here blogging.
OHYA! did you guys see the stupid news about mas selamat?
THEY ARE PLAINLY GIVE EXCUSES!
all the things they came out with are seriously all rubbish lo. if he's such a dangerous wanted man, why the hell did they put him in that kind of unsecured place?
but whatever, all of us will just die sooner or later cause its gonna be the end of the world soon. i hope that i will just die before
#1 tsunami hits and sink sg in like 2 minutes?
#2 snowing in sg causing me to be hit by some big ice ball while walking home?
#3 Singaporeans dont have any money to buy rice,water and MEAT! i'll just go crazy and eats up my chairs and maybe the lid of my peanut butter?
#4 terrorists planted some small bomb to act as a warning but it turned out to blow up 80% of singapore?
#5 some comet's gonna hit earth? ( heard from someone which i cannot rmb who )
#6 all oil, fuel will be depleted so we will be back to using candles and i will die of heat?
okayyyy... im lazy to think and write out all the possibilities that will led to my death.
MY EYEBAGS ARE AS BIG AS THE BIG CRUMPLER WHICH LARRY'S CARRYING!
JUST LET ME SLEEP!
Sunday, April 20, 2008
ITS SUNDAY!
which means i need to wake up damn early tomorrow to attend class. T.T
i hate mondays.
worst still, i had a bad bad weekend. :(
hung out at ntu for both sat and sun alone! dangggg.
ANYWAY!
the price for food is increasing and now ive no money to buy MEAT!
zomgg.
bought a chicken bao ystdy. ( the reason why i prefer chicken bao over the rest is that it contains more meat than the rest! :D )
at first, i was quite happy that the price remains the same. BUT it turned out that the bao had a miserable portion of meat inside! I WAS SO SAD LUHH! it feels like im eating man tous ( those bao-like stuff without any fillings ). super disgusting!
IM SO EFFING BORED.................
baby's having a 2 day chalet so he wont have time to meet me + im working so i wont be able to meet him either.
i feel like traveling... lol.random.
which means i need to wake up damn early tomorrow to attend class. T.T
i hate mondays.
worst still, i had a bad bad weekend. :(
hung out at ntu for both sat and sun alone! dangggg.
ANYWAY!
the price for food is increasing and now ive no money to buy MEAT!
zomgg.
bought a chicken bao ystdy. ( the reason why i prefer chicken bao over the rest is that it contains more meat than the rest! :D )
at first, i was quite happy that the price remains the same. BUT it turned out that the bao had a miserable portion of meat inside! I WAS SO SAD LUHH! it feels like im eating man tous ( those bao-like stuff without any fillings ). super disgusting!
IM SO EFFING BORED.................
baby's having a 2 day chalet so he wont have time to meet me + im working so i wont be able to meet him either.
i feel like traveling... lol.random.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
ROFL
MS KWA DIED LAUGHING AFTER READING XIAXUE'S BLOG!
lol. was reading her past entries, which were like... years ago??!
but they were super hilarious!
i guess she was kind of very interested with all the birds and bees so her funny post were mostly about it. LOL. just read them yourself. HAHAHA.
im not feeling really well today. my stomach kind of spins a little and the hokkien mee i ate just now seems to be clogged around my throat. YUCKS. alright, i should get myself some beauty sleep soon to forget all discomforts!
BUT
POWER 98 IS PLAYING CLUBBING MUSIC!
rnb and something else which is kind of.... hawaii kind of relaxing type. whatever it is called lahh.
that's why i ust dont feel sleepy although my eyes are like super swollen!
LOL. i kept asking yj to sleep early thinking that tmr's wednesday. -.-
i must be hallucinating!
FREAK... I JUST CANT SIMPSONIZE MYSELF!
http://simpsonizeme.com/
try it! and teach me how...
MS KWA DIED LAUGHING AFTER READING XIAXUE'S BLOG!
lol. was reading her past entries, which were like... years ago??!
but they were super hilarious!
i guess she was kind of very interested with all the birds and bees so her funny post were mostly about it. LOL. just read them yourself. HAHAHA.
im not feeling really well today. my stomach kind of spins a little and the hokkien mee i ate just now seems to be clogged around my throat. YUCKS. alright, i should get myself some beauty sleep soon to forget all discomforts!
BUT
POWER 98 IS PLAYING CLUBBING MUSIC!
rnb and something else which is kind of.... hawaii kind of relaxing type. whatever it is called lahh.
that's why i ust dont feel sleepy although my eyes are like super swollen!
LOL. i kept asking yj to sleep early thinking that tmr's wednesday. -.-
i must be hallucinating!
FREAK... I JUST CANT SIMPSONIZE MYSELF!
http://simpsonizeme.com/
try it! and teach me how...
Thursday, April 17, 2008
WOOOOOOTS
i had my first driving lesson yesterday!
IT WAS SUPER SCARY CAN!
cause the instructor led me out of the ulu carpark towards the woodlands industrial park and back to causeway point! wth!
i swear i wasnt looking at the road but just staring blankly trying to remember the sequence of the stupid clutch and gears thingy.
i was horned, overtaken & engine died while the red light turned green and all those funny stuff.
i seriously wanna complain to the inventor of the direction signal thingy.
at the beginning i was told to turn right most of the time, so i kind of forgot about the left signal.
alright, so i was at the main road when he suddenly called me to turn left. so i naturally moved up the left lever thingy and the water splashed out! -.-
wth lahh! the right signal was on the right side and the left signal should be on the left side right!
anyhow! and the instructor was laughing at me. T.T
aiyah shall blog later at night.
i had my first driving lesson yesterday!
IT WAS SUPER SCARY CAN!
cause the instructor led me out of the ulu carpark towards the woodlands industrial park and back to causeway point! wth!
i swear i wasnt looking at the road but just staring blankly trying to remember the sequence of the stupid clutch and gears thingy.
i was horned, overtaken & engine died while the red light turned green and all those funny stuff.
i seriously wanna complain to the inventor of the direction signal thingy.
at the beginning i was told to turn right most of the time, so i kind of forgot about the left signal.
alright, so i was at the main road when he suddenly called me to turn left. so i naturally moved up the left lever thingy and the water splashed out! -.-
wth lahh! the right signal was on the right side and the left signal should be on the left side right!
anyhow! and the instructor was laughing at me. T.T
aiyah shall blog later at night.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
IP ADDRESSING IS DAMN FUCKED UP!
it's some out of the globe kind of language which us, students are expected to know!
wth wth wth
but when it comes to my bank amount, the numbers are always quite easy to understand. like 5, 13, 19?
HAHAHA.
ANYWAYS,
tuesdays are always fun and a happy day for me! it passes really quickly and i can sleep my way through wednesday afternoon! :D
today, MS KWA stayed in school till nearly 8pm. wth. we have to do this filming thingy as a rptt team cuz we were nominated for the best team of the year. kinda waste my whole evening cuz i doubt we will win anyway.
& had a bad day at home , me and sis had a mini conflict with her over some socks but the problem don't really lies in those stupid socks. it lies not only in her attitude but also her thinking. she had been spending hundreds of dollars monthly on lottery with the thinking that she will always be as lucky as before to be striking every week or so.
i had to pay all my driving fees myself cuz she claims to not have money for it whereby i told her that i didn't want to get a driving licence in the first place cuz i don't have extra cash and no need for it currently.
so now, i have to resort to working my ass off to earn enough for my driving fees + transport + food + wants + needs. hello! all these needs money!
so much for telling me to save up cash but on the other hand, you are telling me that u wanna get new pair of shoes and stuff while throwing hundreds of dollars away for gambling?! how do you expect me to respect you?
argh.. enough of all these shits.
im having 2 interviews tomorrow for part time jobs during the weekends.
please pray that i can get either one cause i feel so broke!
all thanks to the rise in almost everything in sg, i don't think i can afford to have much entertainments except hanging out with baby.
his jokes are the best entertainment i can get with 0 dollars! ROFL.
sounds so wrong.
but anyway, he's saying that I've not been blogging about him these days. LOL. alright, here i am, blogging all for you & only you my love.
baby went to extract his wisdom tooth this afternoon, embrace the fact that you do have wisdom teeth like me! we are both smart people! heh heh*
I'm so worried about him as he's not taking any food or drink due to the aftermath of cutting and sewing of the wound.
i don't think he's able to open his mouth and that thing's gonna swell for quite some time. HOW?! i miss his jokes and his funny faces. but all i can see now is only his sad face showing pain and discomfort. yeah, my heart aches too. for now I'm not able to meet him due to my busy-like-fcuk time table and not able to hear his voice cause he's having difficulties talking.
take good care of yourself and get well ASAP ok?
it's some out of the globe kind of language which us, students are expected to know!
wth wth wth
i so hate numbers!169.254.67.9
but when it comes to my bank amount, the numbers are always quite easy to understand. like 5, 13, 19?
HAHAHA.
ANYWAYS,
tuesdays are always fun and a happy day for me! it passes really quickly and i can sleep my way through wednesday afternoon! :D
today, MS KWA stayed in school till nearly 8pm. wth. we have to do this filming thingy as a rptt team cuz we were nominated for the best team of the year. kinda waste my whole evening cuz i doubt we will win anyway.
& had a bad day at home , me and sis had a mini conflict with her over some socks but the problem don't really lies in those stupid socks. it lies not only in her attitude but also her thinking. she had been spending hundreds of dollars monthly on lottery with the thinking that she will always be as lucky as before to be striking every week or so.
i had to pay all my driving fees myself cuz she claims to not have money for it whereby i told her that i didn't want to get a driving licence in the first place cuz i don't have extra cash and no need for it currently.
so now, i have to resort to working my ass off to earn enough for my driving fees + transport + food + wants + needs. hello! all these needs money!
so much for telling me to save up cash but on the other hand, you are telling me that u wanna get new pair of shoes and stuff while throwing hundreds of dollars away for gambling?! how do you expect me to respect you?
argh.. enough of all these shits.
im having 2 interviews tomorrow for part time jobs during the weekends.
please pray that i can get either one cause i feel so broke!
all thanks to the rise in almost everything in sg, i don't think i can afford to have much entertainments except hanging out with baby.
his jokes are the best entertainment i can get with 0 dollars! ROFL.
sounds so wrong.
but anyway, he's saying that I've not been blogging about him these days. LOL. alright, here i am, blogging all for you & only you my love.
baby went to extract his wisdom tooth this afternoon, embrace the fact that you do have wisdom teeth like me! we are both smart people! heh heh*
I'm so worried about him as he's not taking any food or drink due to the aftermath of cutting and sewing of the wound.
i don't think he's able to open his mouth and that thing's gonna swell for quite some time. HOW?! i miss his jokes and his funny faces. but all i can see now is only his sad face showing pain and discomfort. yeah, my heart aches too. for now I'm not able to meet him due to my busy-like-fcuk time table and not able to hear his voice cause he's having difficulties talking.
take good care of yourself and get well ASAP ok?
darling, i miss you badly.
you're loved. <3
Monday, April 14, 2008
YAY!
MY NEW TEMPLATE IS FINALLY UP!
i spent like 2 hours on this?! lol. i really really suck at all the javascripts and stuff.
ZOMGGGG.
i find this very old and sweet! this kind of templates remind me of the templates which i used 2-3 years ago. cute and plain. nice right! lol.
my brain's so dead after editing all these shits.
baby : hahaha if you still have the energy to read through all my entries, *tada!*
here's more!
my previous blog. i-rawkz.blogspot.com
MY NEW TEMPLATE IS FINALLY UP!
i spent like 2 hours on this?! lol. i really really suck at all the javascripts and stuff.
ZOMGGGG.
i find this very old and sweet! this kind of templates remind me of the templates which i used 2-3 years ago. cute and plain. nice right! lol.
my brain's so dead after editing all these shits.
baby : hahaha if you still have the energy to read through all my entries, *tada!*
here's more!
my previous blog. i-rawkz.blogspot.com
Saturday, April 12, 2008
VROOOMM! the first week of my year 2 just zoomed pass, which is actually a great thing though. it feels good to be studying only 4 days a week and I'm super happy that i didn't have to attend school on Wednesdays! lucky me :D
HOWEVER! the bad thing is that i will have 2 Monday blues in a week! every monday and Thursday cuz Thursdays just feels like any Monday after pigging at home on Wednesdays!
stayed in school till 6 plus ystdy with tina norm and nysa! LOL. reason being, we were too engrossed in bitching! HAHAHAHA. felt really mean and guilty bitching about this girl we saw at food court 1 after school. we couldn't help it cuz she literally placed her boobs on the table! can you imagine! i mean her boobs are like humongous and the two alone maybe weighs up to 20kg??
we were so mean! discussing about how big her bras might be and how huge her nipples are! the funny part was that norman just finished his bowl of prawn noodles with this bowl of soup at the side. so we compared her bra cups to the size of the bigger bowl that contains the mee and stuff while her nipples might be the size of the soup bowl, slightly smaller! HAHAHAHA HOW DISGUSTING! hahaha. we are growing teenagers anyways! LOL.
they are planning for another overseas trip again! but this time the destination's redang island. ARGHHH. im neither a beach nor a water sports person. so redang is wayyyy out! all my money spent on my whitening products will just go down the drain, cuz i will simply turn bangla-black after sitting under the sun for merely 10 mins! HOW!?
redang's a nice place to chill and relax, but its just... not me! hahaha. might be going though, due to the people who will be going with me! all my cute darlings! HAHAHAH. hmmm. so now, i must start saving money for the trip and also heading to kl to support my dearest huiqi in her SEA youth games!
anyway, went to look after ks after parting with tina and co cuz dear had a big big problem with his wisdom tooth. mine is giving me lots of troubles too but as compared to the pain of extracting it and the spongebob-liked face shape it gives me after the extraction, i guess i'll just tolerate with the pain it occasionally gives me. ks had trouble opening his mouth, let alone eating. poor thing. my ulcer's killing me and ive this urge to just pluck out my wisdom tooth. kinda no link but my ulcers are appearing one after the other. i think im carrying cancer or something, maybe mouth cancer or serious gum disease. ulcers are so effing irritating! i hate you guys please leave me alone! i miss my fried chicken cutlet and all those heaty oily fried stuff! T.T
inter con's like just tmr?! zomgg. i gonna maluate the whole of yishun and block 269. LOL. this was what my mum told me. HAHAHAHA. thanks for all the encouragements mum!
its 5 in the afternoon, which means that my saturaday is draining away, just like that! -.- i seriously need some life!
HOWEVER! the bad thing is that i will have 2 Monday blues in a week! every monday and Thursday cuz Thursdays just feels like any Monday after pigging at home on Wednesdays!
stayed in school till 6 plus ystdy with tina norm and nysa! LOL. reason being, we were too engrossed in bitching! HAHAHAHA. felt really mean and guilty bitching about this girl we saw at food court 1 after school. we couldn't help it cuz she literally placed her boobs on the table! can you imagine! i mean her boobs are like humongous and the two alone maybe weighs up to 20kg??
we were so mean! discussing about how big her bras might be and how huge her nipples are! the funny part was that norman just finished his bowl of prawn noodles with this bowl of soup at the side. so we compared her bra cups to the size of the bigger bowl that contains the mee and stuff while her nipples might be the size of the soup bowl, slightly smaller! HAHAHAHA HOW DISGUSTING! hahaha. we are growing teenagers anyways! LOL.
they are planning for another overseas trip again! but this time the destination's redang island. ARGHHH. im neither a beach nor a water sports person. so redang is wayyyy out! all my money spent on my whitening products will just go down the drain, cuz i will simply turn bangla-black after sitting under the sun for merely 10 mins! HOW!?
redang's a nice place to chill and relax, but its just... not me! hahaha. might be going though, due to the people who will be going with me! all my cute darlings! HAHAHAH. hmmm. so now, i must start saving money for the trip and also heading to kl to support my dearest huiqi in her SEA youth games!
anyway, went to look after ks after parting with tina and co cuz dear had a big big problem with his wisdom tooth. mine is giving me lots of troubles too but as compared to the pain of extracting it and the spongebob-liked face shape it gives me after the extraction, i guess i'll just tolerate with the pain it occasionally gives me. ks had trouble opening his mouth, let alone eating. poor thing. my ulcer's killing me and ive this urge to just pluck out my wisdom tooth. kinda no link but my ulcers are appearing one after the other. i think im carrying cancer or something, maybe mouth cancer or serious gum disease. ulcers are so effing irritating! i hate you guys please leave me alone! i miss my fried chicken cutlet and all those heaty oily fried stuff! T.T
inter con's like just tmr?! zomgg. i gonna maluate the whole of yishun and block 269. LOL. this was what my mum told me. HAHAHAHA. thanks for all the encouragements mum!
its 5 in the afternoon, which means that my saturaday is draining away, just like that! -.- i seriously need some life!
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
TO HELL WITH THOSE ANIMAL ABUSERS!
IN SSP,there's this female kitten/ cat found dead in the morning, on the spiral staircase!
heard from zena that she was found with internal bleeding and lost of fur.
SUSPECTED murderer : STUDENT/S FROM SSP.
currently the school is still looking into it.
WHAT THE HELL IS THE MURDERER THINKING!
I THINK HE SERIOUSLY HAS NO BRAINS AT ALL!
ANIMALS NOT PAIN ONE AH! I PLUCK OUT ALL YOUR HAIR U SEE PAIN ANOT.
INTERNAL BLEEDING, NO BLOOD SEEN MEANS NOT PAIN ALSO HUH.
STUPID OR WHAT.
YEAR OF RAT YOU THINK TORTURE CATS WILL GIVE YOU GOOD LUCK ?
am i pms-ing or what?
again, this adds on my hatred for the school.
IM A CAT LOVER REMEMBER?!
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO VENT OUT ALL MY ANGER BEFORE I CAN HAVE A CLEAR MIND AND START DOING MY RJ!
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME AND HUIMIN THAT DR SEET TOLD XXX ( i shall not name who although its kind of obvious) THAT HE/SHE SHOULD NOT BECOME WHEN HE/SHE COMES TO RP.
HELLO! DID I LIKE OFFEND YOU OR SOMETHING DR BEEF?
im super fucking pissed off! i mean its like, did i ever disgrace YOUR OH-SO SCHOOL OF CHAMPIONS? its not as if i failed my modules or i play tabletennis like some pri 2 kid.
*AND FYI I HAD AN ABOVE AVERAGE GPA AND I CAN STILL PLAY TABLETENNIS. THANK YOU.
#1 i should be the one telling ssp kids to study hard and not be like you in the future. SOMEONE WITH NO BRAIN AND NO MUSCLES.
i have a super bad impression of RUGGERS as you totally portray yourself like a typical RUGGER WITH ALL BRONZE BUT NO BRAIN except for the fact that at least they have bronze.
#2 i should be the one telling other pri school kids with potential to stay away from this school as the guarantees which the people spoke to them about are all imaginations that they think the school will provide. DON'T END UP LIKE ME! YES! i was the stupid kid who didn't know how to think properly, but i've learned my lesson and now im warning you guys.
back to the point. do you think im really so freaking proud to be labelled as an ex-ssp student? HELL NO!
im not trying to be mean here but take a look at the current ssp? other than the pioneer batch which i really respect alot, the other intakes are like FUCKED UP? im not sure about the other academies but look at my own academy, girls team are not even sending a team, why? its humiliating for them to be losing to other schools as they are carrying a name behind them. look at the big word we are using here, SINGAPORE.
why are local talents not attracted to this big word here but rather choose schools like rgs & cedar girls?
other than the reason being those schools are well known for their academic performance, the big problem that ssp has is the screwed up training system and the broken promises. our coaches are well known to be bastards. ( im referring to only one although i used coachES. )
the first batch of graduates showed people that ssp is not responsible or rather they dont give a damn about their alumis especially us, the rp through-train students. how do you expect parents to put their trust in you when you cannot guarantee a future for their children?
how do you expect the public to believe that ssp produces champions who not only possess good sporting skills and also good results when you dont even have pure local talents who are earning your medals for you?
eg: tao li, her name tells it all.
it kind of defeats the purpose of setting up the school where they emphasized on producing LOCAL talents.
the current reputation , i can explain it with one word though, screwed.
school of act lians and bengs? school of sporting beginners? where's the link to the big word that the school emphasized on CHAMPIONS?
i think they should seriously consider changing their name to like mandai sec or something. if you dont have the quality, dont call yourself names that you cannot hold.
ive seriously nothing proud to say about this school other than the kind teachers they have. the sports side is super fucked up. a failure i must say.maybe others might disagree but im having my hands up for my academy. all i can see is a minority of sportsmen + majority of beginners in a supposingly cream of the crowd community, carrying a big name, SINGAPORE SPORTS SCHOOL. im not only talking about the students but also the coaches, a good coach will not allow this to happen and will try his very best to make sure that all students are up to standard. & not merely focusing on the minority of champions in order to save his rice bowl! ( okayy. right here im kinda of shooting arrows at zheng, BUT I CANNOT HELP IT! )
( ps: to those current ssp paddlers who are reading this, im not trying to suan u guys or looking down on you guys but just trying to voice out my opinions and the comments i get from the public, be it other tt people or parents. if you guys wanna hate me or whatsoever, its up to you to judge my statement. i may be bias in certain ways due to the problems between me and zheng ,thus dragging the innocents down. no matter what, i think everyone must agree that the majority of the pioneer batch are those choosen from the best. ( meaning not all) )
HOWEVER!
i seriously thank you guys for giving me the opportunity to be able to lead this HAPPY LIKE FUCK LIFE in rp now. this is like the best thing you guys had done for me throughout my miserable years in the school.
label me as whatever shit you want, call me a loser or whatever names you can come up with or boycotting me with all the reasons you have about me being a disgrace to ssp or rather the society. afterall, its up to the students to judge. they know what they are getting from you, not all may be as bad as mine but this is my summary for my 3 years in it.
hoping tat they will actually get to read it anyway. sue me? this is how i think and im not trying to fake up stories to defame you. see it for yourself.
just my 2cents worth.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG IM SO SO HAPPY NOW! IVE FINALLY LET EVERYTHING OUT!
gosh, i can be really mean when im mad!
BACK TO TODAY!
THIS LITTLE BROTHER OF MINE, MR KOK YONGJIA , HAD BEEN BULLYING ME FOR LIKE..... 4 YEARS?! adding on, 4 YEARS AND STILL COUNTING AS HE'S NOW MY JUNIOR AGAIN!OMGGGG. i think i had like bullied him till jialat jialat during my previous life and he's coming back for revenge now? HAHAHAHAHA.
ELEPHANT ELEPHANT ELEPHANT! i so miss people calling me that! hahahahahaha. & most prob i will be getting this nickname back. HAHAHAHAHA.
its nice to see old friends which reminds me of the happy times in the past.
THATS Y I SO LOVE YONGJIA! HAHAHAHAHA.
I NEEDA COMPLAIN! lol
YONGJIA IS LIKE A SUPER CHEE KO?
ahahhahaha. kidding!
its normal for guys to be looking at girls lah. if your guy is seriously not looking at the babes out there, there might be something wrong with him.
HAHAHAHAHA my entry is so freaking long!
i needa do my rj now!
no class tmr. WHEEEE.
Monday, April 07, 2008
OMGGG LOOK AT THIS!
DARLING IS SO FREAKKINGG CUTE!
the photo was taken when he had kinda mid length hair.
SO SHUAI! <3
but he looks damn skinny.
ANYWAY BUT TO TODAY!
SCHOOL IS DAMN FUN! but im not referring to my new class, be it classmates or lessons. both fucked up. alright maybe not so bad lahh. cuz me and nysa had fun gossiping, FIRST DAY OF SCH CAN! OMG. we are beyatches! ROFL.
DAY #1
there was this guy in my class, machiam comp pro can even give that diao face when faci didn't really agree with his answers, he was talking so loudly about FIREWALLS, NETWORKING AIYAH PLUS THOSE ALIEN LANGUAGES LAH.
so i was msning tina : ehh i also quite Internet pro can, i know MSN , FRIENDSTER , BLOGGING AND ALSO VIWAWA CAN! lol!!!!!!
school of IT is like a super duper off diploma for me lahh! i mean, look at me! can you just imagine me working as an IT officer or something? i think you guess can just picture me msning or photoshopping my photos only lor!
BUT
I SHALL PERSEVERE & PROVE MYSELF WRONG!
i might actually have an IT genius hidden inside me. HAHAHAHA. DREAM ON MAN!
PART #2
the happy and fun part!
I SO LOVE ALL MY DARLINGS! they just gave me motivation to attend classes everday! had fun laughing and laughing non stop for my break times! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
SOMEBODY KANA PUSHED DOWN / JUMPED DOWN THE MRT TRACK TODAY LUH!
these people are so inconsiderate! they wanna push / jump down, please choose non peak hour can! die also wanna die till so fugly.
alot of people were late all thanks to her/him. and they got their grades downgraded!
the new rule is sooooo strict! last year we used to have a grace period of 15mins and you will only be downgraded after 3 times being late. but now, HELL NO. you get downgraded everytime you reach class late.
RJ WAS FREAKING LAME! HAHAHA
rj question : introduce yourself.
wtf*
Sunday, April 06, 2008
LAST DAY OF HOLS...........
i woke up pretty early all thanks to dear ishi's msg. LOL. will be meeting her for training at sunsports later on. THATS LIKE SO WOAHH! im going training! lol. cuz comp is next sun. HAHAHA.
went to withdran money for my train consession ystdy and i realised that my acc is only left with a pathetic 100 bucks! WTHHHH. & i still have to pay for my driving lessons tmr. how am i supposed to survive! sighs*
i wanna be dressed up and town today, since its like the LAST day. but i'll have to bring a ugly big bags with other toiletries to shower after trg. SIAN. i cant even put on basic makeup!
arghhh. but anyways, i can exercise and eat more afterwards.HEHEHEH.
alright, gonna prepare for my "training"!
i woke up pretty early all thanks to dear ishi's msg. LOL. will be meeting her for training at sunsports later on. THATS LIKE SO WOAHH! im going training! lol. cuz comp is next sun. HAHAHA.
went to withdran money for my train consession ystdy and i realised that my acc is only left with a pathetic 100 bucks! WTHHHH. & i still have to pay for my driving lessons tmr. how am i supposed to survive! sighs*
i wanna be dressed up and town today, since its like the LAST day. but i'll have to bring a ugly big bags with other toiletries to shower after trg. SIAN. i cant even put on basic makeup!
arghhh. but anyways, i can exercise and eat more afterwards.HEHEHEH.
alright, gonna prepare for my "training"!
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
OMGGG sch's starting in a few days time! WAHHHH.
anyway, was pretty pissed off with baby over a small little call.
but now im like super happy lahh. LOL. so easily coaxed right?
so,
i shall write down what he sent me so that i can always have a copy of it if i lose my phone or whatever shit happens in the future. LOL.
shoo*
my 10 hours of smses. AWWWW.
whooots. sweeeet and funny. hahaha. he never fails to make me laugh.
anyway, was pretty pissed off with baby over a small little call.
but now im like super happy lahh. LOL. so easily coaxed right?
so,
i shall write down what he sent me so that i can always have a copy of it if i lose my phone or whatever shit happens in the future. LOL.
shoo*
my 10 hours of smses. AWWWW.
9am
9. the number of roses for my most beloved darling during valentines. our love long and everlasting . 长长久久
10am
10. 十 . 我不是十全十美的男人,也没有办法做到。但我能带你去喝rochor的十全大补汤。
which i totally dont understand what the last sentence means other than treating me some soup i think.
11am
11. the number of players in a soccer team. i would be your goalkeeper, to prevent sorrows from entering your heart, but with my goalkeeping skills, i would serve better as your cheerleader.
he always have to make those sweet stuffs turn funny in the end. this is so him. HAHA.
12pm
12. 12 months in a year. 12 digits on a clock. everytime it comes to december, everytime the needle on the clock reaches 12, i know a new chapter of our story is about to being.
:D :D our anniversary. 25 dec 07
1pm
1. the number of people deep within my heart. 1 moment, 1 embrace, 1 kiss, 1 true love. are what makes everything perfect.
2pm
2. the number of hearts combined in love. who says 2 is better than 1? unless 2 hearts become 1. 2 mandarin ducks. 2 love doves. 比翼双飞, 双数双飞
he added he keep thinking about 2 headed orcs. too much gaming i guess. -.- plus, i dont understand the 2 idoms. dots.
3pm ( this is where he ran out of ideas and started telling weird stuff. HAHAHA. )
3. 3 steps to use a fire extinguisher. pull safety pin, aim, press lever. but nothing can extinguish my love for you.
its obviously some random thing he saw in the fire station and rojak everything in can! WRHAHAHAH.
4pm ( this is freaking out of point! cute sehh )
4. not 4d. if the clock strikes 4d, he can return to batam enjoy liao. we wouldnt know the time. but i wouldnt. i go batam with u.
HAHAHAHAH WTF WTF. I LAUGH LIKE SOME IDIOT IN MY OFFICE CAN! WHATS WITH HIS BATAM! we go batam for what?! see prostitutes arh? got aids one u know!
5pm
5. im really running out of stuff to say. give me 5 mins. no. 5 mins is not enough for me to tell u how much i love you.
liddat also can. orz
6pm
6. 6 is the time i rest for awhile. i racked my brains for 10hrs but its all worthwhile, just to see a smile on your face.
and i was really smiling.
whooots. sweeeet and funny. hahaha. he never fails to make me laugh.
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