IM LIKE SO FREAKING PISSED OF CAN!
SO UTTERLY TERRIBLY TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED.
im not in the mood to study, not in the mood to eat.
& thanks alot in helping me as i'm on a strict diet.

do you know that you are not talking sense?
you claimed that you want to be a NORMAL person who is well liked by everybody.
ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO BE SOMEONE NORMAL?
if you want to be normal, get the fuck out of cosplaying and the lolita stuff.
just get your olvls and go on to a normal poly.
WHY BOTHER ABOUT YOUR DREAMS OF OPENING YOUR OWN SHOP?

well liked by everybody, BUT FIRST, DO YOU LOVE YOURSELF?
ARE YOU HAPPY?
you are torturing yourself with all the unwanted troubles of your so called CUSTOMERS.
you want people to like you so you are always trying to entertain them making them happy but on the other side complaining about them?
do all these sound right to you?
if you dont like them, just tell them. nothing is done when you talk behind their backs.
CUSTOMERS CAN BE FRIENDS.
but not ALL customers are friends.
please get this clear and not fucking get yourself depressed over minor things which can be easily solved when you just freaking tell them how you feel. if you dont want them to bug you, just tell them to fuck off. but of cuz in a nicer manner.
YOU DONT HAVE TO BE OH-SO-I-WILL-ALWAYS-BE-THERE-FOR-YOU but come and tell us how irritating they were.
THIS IS SO BLOODY FAKE.

sometimes when you're down, i will be sad too. i dont ask you straight and i will always put on a big wide grin as i dont want you to think about all the sad things when you're with me.
i always think that its all due to your personal problems which i shouldnt interfere.
HOWEVER, it is always the case that you are bothering about unnecessary problems which sometimes dont even include you. things which links up to complicated problems which dont exist.
why are you doing all these?

shawn may sound insulting b'cuz he wants the ambiance to be less awkward.but do you think he will come to us and tell us all these just to make fun of you?
no, he dont.
he wants you to change so that you can be a happy person.
he wants a happy friend.
or rather

we want a happy you

ive said enough and i dont want to continue anymore.

this is the first time im SO FREAKING ANGRY AT YOU.