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So much emotions after watching that video for the 2354112543234th time and all at one shot. touched, happiness, guilt, regret and sad. Touched that i am worth her effort to make such a sweet video of us. it shows how much we meant to her. Happy that even after so many years we are still together. Happy that i have such wonderfull people in my life. Guilty for choosing someone who did not trust me as much over them. Guilty for being too selfish. Regretted so much for not been able to piece everything back together. & sad that things were never the same again. So many wonderful memories over a decade and it felt so great looking back and missing all those times together. Felt so many things. bad things that happened throughout the years. Bad enough that i could only tell myself to cherish what i have got. so gonna engrave this word on me real soon. cherish. Simple word with a powerful& complicated meaning. goodnight world.