OMG IM FUCKING PISSED OFF.
I WANNA COMPLAIN !@%%~$%$%$!#$%$#@%^%#@

SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HIM LAH.

I DIDN'T ATTEND THE SECOND DAY OF POL-ITE DUE TO THE SUPER LAST MIN SCHEDULING OF MOCK FYP PRESENTATION AND THE ACTUAL PRESENTATION WHICH IS TODAY! FUCK HIM LAH.

HE THINKS THAT I SHOULD INFORM MY MODULE CHAIR OF MY INVOLVEMENT IN THE COMPETITION.
SHOULD I ALSO INFORM THEM THAT RP DONT PROVIDE A GOOD ENOUGH TOILET FOR ME TO SHIT?

IF YOU ARE SO FUCKING GOOD THEN TRAIN A TEAM THAT CAN FUCKING WIN LAH.
NOW THAT THE TEAM LOST AND YOU ARE PUSHING THE BLAME ON ME?
SO IT SPOILS THE REPUTATION WHEN I DIDNT TURN UP FOR THE COMPETITION BUT ITS ALRIGHT FOR OTHERS TO NOT GO?
WELL DONE LAH ALDRIN!

OMG SO CUTE RIGHT! THE BABY IS LEARNING HOW TO SWIM! HEHEHHEE.
Me and dear found this shop at ps teaching babies how to swim and we stood there for almost an hour staring at the babies! But actually its more like they simply throw the baby in with a float on their neck! so poor thing right!
Me and gf were saying that the babies were like dogs, being placed somewhere and watched by people from some display. lol.

anyway, me and baby spent quality time together!
Headed down to dhoby ghaut for bubble tea and went chinatown for frog leg porridge which baby had craved for and back to town again. LOL. how free!

ION IS HUGE!
AND LOTS OF NICE SHOPS LO!
Saw pretty clothes from topshop! omgggg.
BUT IM DEPRESSED.................................
I used to fit nicely into uk10 BUT NOW ITS SUPER TIGHT LO OMGGGG.
DEAR SUGGESTED THAT I SHOULD TRY ON UK12.
WTFFFFFF.

Lets just forget about it.

Anyway, ION IS DAMN BIG LAH.
We didnt have time to explore the entire place so we're definetely going back there again!


SHIT i'm not in the mood to blog.
sighhhh. stress. ):

WHEEEE.
My online loots arrived! hehe. 2 new tops for me! (: (: (:

OMGGG WHAT'S WRONG WITH BLOGGER! I FEEL SO RESTRICTED TYPING IN THIS TINY BOX WITH WHITE SURROUNDS. OMGGG.

ANYWAY!
Met up with my darlings ystdy in school. Trained for like 2 mins and I gave up cause my piercing hurts. But i watched them train okay. So i'm indirectly training as well.
Dined at ASTONS and chatted like mad as usual. Walked around Sembawang shopping center and we spent hours inside daiso! But ended up not buying anything. lol. Super lame lah, but thats us.

I WAS FYP-ING FOR THE ENTIRE MORNING!
Did a new css for our webpage and designed it a little.
All validations were sort of finished and all stuff finalised. Shall meet up with nysa either today or tmr to pass her everything. (:
Well done team!

TOWNING LATER WITH BABY!
Singapore is so small that i seriously dont know what to do on my beautiful weekends. ):

Omg
My piercing is swollen. omg. pain pain ):

Baby stayed over at my place ystdy and we slept really well! PLUS the weather was greeeeeat!
Woke up super late today and was 45mins late for class. heh heh. But most prob pon-ing for fyp later. cause we still have some compiling to do. ):

AND I'M GOING TRAINING LATER!
WAHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Not really excited though cause my piercing hurts and i seriously don't know how i am going to train later. ):

OMG I'M FREAKING BORED.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY TIOMAN TRIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. <3

BOOOOOOOOOOOO ):

I woke up at 8 plus in the morning like those aunties to watch the eclipse! OMG all thanks to ms yeo yuan feng who msged me early in the morning. PLUS THE WEATHER WAS FREAKING GOOD LAH! Anyway, 80% of the show was educating me about how the eclipse was formed and all. OMG. Didn't really have much impact on me cause I cannot literally feel it so it's like watching a show or movie sort of feeling.

Went umpiring at cfps for the singles finals. DAMN STUPID LAH. All cheena mamas playing against each other and singpore had to pay us to watch them play. They looked freaking overage and I was the last to go, again! All thanks to the girls singles which had this defender who lost 3-2 to this girl whom i think surely kana sore throat tmr.

my piercing hurts. ):

Had a bad day today. sian X 2345432123

MY FLABBY BUT COMFORTABLE TUMMY! hehe. you can choose to click the little x at the top right if you feel like throwing up though!

I'm so proud of myself! hehehehehe. okay. so now its the slimming part. freak. super no motivation can.

I'm craving for sushi. salmon sashimi. omg. diet? how to, you tell me.

HOW IRRITATING!
baby's phone line got cut!
seriously it's a once in 3 months thingy. OMGGG.
So we have to meet each other at northpoint later using telepathy. lol.

(:

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE
A HAPPY TUESDAY! (:

I don't know if its purely an act of impulsiveness or what but I got my navel pierced yesterday at far east! HAHAHAHAHA.
Damn random right, i know.

I regretted not watching the entire process cause i totally freaked out the minute i stepped into the room and seriously wanted to get a refund. ): luckily baby was there for me.
anyway according to baby, the guy pinched my "meat" with some sort of clip and used this super sharp thing to pierce through and then put in the stud. which sound super gross lah. Why did i pay to torture myself man, but it gave me the motivation to lose weight though. (: good good.
Preparation for tioman! Think rain and fbb are both on diet too! HAHAHA Yes, we are all crazy people shaking off some fats just to look good in the few photos!!




HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY SWEETHEART! <3

time freaking flies!
More monthsaries to come love. (:

Omgg i hate Saturdays!

Casue i will be so freaking bored at home!
Mapled for 3 hours straight. OMG. Thats' how much life i have. HAHAH.
Dear is doing her fyp and i will be heading out for dinner with mom and dad soon.
DID NOTHING BUT EAT AND EAT LAH!
Productive eh. (:

Anyway, went to watch harry potter and the half blood prince ystdy midnight with baby.
OVERALL. the show was so- so only. Compared to the previous few this was nothing lo. totally no actions and all. And the actors grew uglier. seriously.

argh. bored bored bored.

(:

OMGGGG UT IS SO DIFFICULT TODAY!
I'm just praying for a C. YES! TOOOOOOOOOO difficult le lah! ):

Anyway, pon-ed class this morning cause baby reached my house at 8am in the morning for breakfast! how sweeeet. (:

Wanted to catch harry potter and the half blood prince but all full slot lah! We ended up walking around Jurong point and guess what?

WE BOOKED A 4D3N TRIP TO TIOMAN! (:
I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART <3
It falls nicely on our 9th monthsary as well so it will be like both a celebration for our monthsary and also a time for both of us to relax! (:
I can't wait for it.

Banking's ut tmr. sighhhhhh. ):

OKAY I SHALL GO PLAY MAPLESTORY TO RELIEF SOME STRESS. (:

Okayy. i'm back from baby's place. (:
We slept all the way and studied a bit for tmr's ut. We were both too tired to go anywhere.

Went double o with b and some friends.
Tried many new drinks which were damn cool lah!
We tried Waterfall which looks disgusting cause it's a mixture of many different hard liquor and they will light up this transparent looking liquor and pour it into the mixture while u drink all up at one shot. The drink was very very spicy at first but after that your throat just feels very hot and shiok. lol.
The second drink i had was tequila pop. The one we always see on tv like you pop this drink with a cover on top and drink all up. haha. A very messy drink cause we were spilling the drinks out. Not much taste though.
The best drink of the night was bombshell! The sweetest among all. Its damn cool too cause you will have to drop this shot of liquor into the bigger glass of redbull and leaving the shot glass inside.hehe. very nice!
Had other random drinks which doesn't really look and Taste nice. But it was a great experience after all.
Didn't get drunk cause girlfriend was drinking like a cow who was left thirsty for days and I knew i had to take care of her. lol.

Overall, it was a great experience lah. lazy to blog le. BYE!

I super duper bored!

Dear is busy doing her fyp at civics. darling rain is working.
I AM SO BORED! to the extend that i'm downloading maple story which is taking forever to finish downloading.

Had plans to club at double o tonight. Initially bitch was the one who jio-ed me and got me into the mood to club, but he ps-ed me. thanks bitch!
On the other side, dear and her friends had plans to whack at dbl o too but somehow they are still deciding whether to go or not. So i'm stuck at home till evening! GRRRRRRRRR. ):

HAD A GREAT DAY TODAY! (:

Sort of double dated with darling kexin and her fbb (: FUN!
hehehe.

WENT SHISHA AT ARAB STREET!
The feeling was so so only, the kebab was good but kind of overpriced.
HOWEVER! ALL FOUR OF US HAD FUN!
chilling out, videoing me and rain choking and lots of funny stuff.
WE SHOULD HAVE MORE OF THESE KINDA OUTINGS!
will post photos soon. too lazy to post them now.

After shisha-ing we went over to the kampong glam cafe
THE FOOD WAS AWESOME!
They have the best malay food in town. ( excluding nysa'a family though, her grandma is still da best! (: )

OMG MY EYES ARE LIKE CLOSING. SHALL CONTINUE THIS POST TMR!
GAWWWD. sugar dreams ppl. (:

I'm in school doing fyp! HOW HARDWORKING!
Dear went for her prac 4 and hopefully she pass! (:

I hope our problems are all solved! (:
the #1 rule which i had learned is that i will never cancel any of our planned outing and i hope she will do the same thing too.

Had a terrible day in school. So many shit happened but i'm glad all is fine between us now. (:

okay my entry sounds so weird.
But i feel bad for ps-ing my darlings for trg tmr. But i hope you guys will understand. (:
Love you all.

okay shall blog more soon.

): Umpiring was boring and tiring today!
I was the last one to leave as the match I umpired took 542345 years to finish. It was Nanyang primary against Ngee Ann primary.
Yellow carded the coach from NANYANG AS SHE WAS SUPER IRRITATING!
Hello! You guys call yourself one of the top primary schools and your TEACHERS ( coaches ) don't even have a basic respect for the competition and were SIDE COACHING ALL THE WAY! Should be ashamed to not even possess any SPORTSMANSHIP lo! WAH BIANG EH I WAS SUPER TURN OFF LAH! PLUs their team consists of many stta players and the coach still wanna side coach. Go find one wall and bang can! If can win means can win, cannot win you go pray to which god/deity also wont win one lo.

ANYWAY,
it was so nice of baby to come al lthe way down to look for me at my place just for merely an hour (:
But she's not in a good mood though ):
Think i've done something wrong which made her upset again. ):
I hope things will be better for both of us!
JIAYOUUUU (:

UT TMR! SIAN!
Gonna do some last minute revision because I totally detest my faci. EEEEWWW.
Better study hard so that I can skip more of her lessons. (:

I'm back from work and facial!

Went for supposedly the trial 18bucks facial but paid for the 50bucks one instead. GRRRR. Simply don't know how to reject lah. But clever me did not sign the package though cause I find their service super duper slow and the didn't do a good job anyway, so not really worth the money.

I'M SOOOOOOO TIRED. GOING TO BED SOON! (:
SCHOOL TMR! Bring your thermometers people!

Had a good talk with gf and realised that afterall, I was not what she expected and maybe she wasn't what I want too. Though she's truly a great gf, she gave me everything I wanted or requested for. But there's one thing which from the start she could not give, security. This is what I needed which i think most girls look for the most in a relationship. However over the past 7 months, i was paranoid almost everyday and been sensitive towards almost everything. I always wonder why I don't feel the stress or insecurity in the previous few relationships i had. I always felt that I was their only one and they gave me all the attention i needed. Maybe I was too demanding and unreasonable in certain ways but no matter what, deep inside I can feel that I hold a special position in their heart. why can't i feel the same way in this relationship? Am i supposed to change myself in order to fit nicely to her lifestyle and her way of dealing things? I feel that tons of reasons/ excuses shot at me whenever anything happened and I will be made/tamed to understand and feel for her. Reasons to why she did this and her regular phrase would be that she thought that i could understand.
I don't know how long can I take this and I starting to really give up the hopes I once had about this relationship. It's just too hard to always spare a thought for not only her, but all the things she gets herself involved in. I'm truly drained out.

IN SCHOOL!
It's friday and it'll be a very busy day for me tmr. ):
Umpiring and birthday celebrations. OMG.

School sucks and we now have ALLOCATED FOODCOURTS TO GO TO!
What rubbish is this!
So it says that m block can only eat at the lawn foodcourt! Crazy!
Who cares man.

Bad Bad mood recently. Hope nothing goes wrong tmr during umpiring. Cause I'm totally not in the mood to work. let alone cheap labour with nonsense pay distribution.
But whatever lah. Last day and I will get over and be done with it. After that, I'll take the money to do facial and maybe get my hair extended.
I'M IN A DILEMMA PEOPLE!
I have the urge to cut my hair and also extend it at the same time. ):

Lots of bad r/s stuff going on right now! I hate it when we quarrel.I feel bad when my super sarcastic attitude got the better of me and you just have to endure all my shit and coax me till I calm down. Seriously our r/s would have gone down the drain long ago if not for your cool and calm attitude towards our problems.
But no matter what, the "thing" is there and i cannot overcome my paranoia towards it.

OMG!
I think i have some prob with staying at home alone for more than 2hours. i seriously feel like im down on depression and i feel so sad and lonely at home lah! I THINK ITS SOME ILLNESS!
ooooh. just weighed myself and i had gained 3 kgs in the 6months. ):

Umpiring sucks today and I will have to work again this sat! omg.

i miss you baby. ):