Skipped today's lesson cause my tummy stroked riot and I thought I was going to die. But regretted not going cause I am effing bored now! Everybody seems to be darn busy with their own stuff be it studying or working.
The few hours of boredom made me emo and kept me thinking about loads of stuff. I cannot see what's ahead of me and I don't freaking know what am I going to do after I graduate, or maybe will i even graduate after 3 years. I seriously hate this feeling. I know that I must buck up in order to get piggy backed on my through-train program to ntu but it seems utterly impossible for me to get down to work. Mum was telling me about how people pay for their university entrance and overseas universities but I know it's kinda impossible for me to not get superb grades and buy myself a degree cause my family's not even above average and I'm not that smart to work myself into a university either. :)

Alright end of emo stuff!

Although I think I'm kinda useless and stupid, I FEEL LOVED! :D
I have lots of friends with me and even someone who has already planned what job we will be applying for after we graduate! YAY I won't be lonely seeing all my friends going into universities or already gotten their degree by then, all leading their own life separated from mine.
& I always have ks with me and he too gonna work his way through his diploma and maybe degree. :D
No matter what, I will not be lonely!

Slept quite late last night chatting with sis about bloggers and stuff. I told her I don't mind being a bimbo like xx and earn money through blogging about my bimbo-ness. She gets paid to party and stuff.
My mindset is kinda fucked up right now cause I'm thinking of partying every single day of my life and not get any work done.

I have lots of shit to blabber about but my mind suddenly went blank. Shall blog more later since i have plenty of time. No work, No school.