WHEE THANKS FOR ALL THE JIAYOUS AND CONGRATS!

I PASSED MY BTT!

had a big hoo ha in class about me mugging my btt like shit.LOL

YAY~ THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT.muahahahha

i sounded as if i went for some election.ROFL

i just cant stop grinning. mooooo.

my 300th post.

went out to cwp for our "research" this afternoon. lol.
cultural is always fun! :DD

now im chionging my btt book. reading non stop! lol.

praying hard. LET ME PASS.
promise i'll be good. geee.

this fucking matter had been dragging for god knows how long.
its finally happening.
i was filled with hope each time we met, hoping that we could be like last time.
but no.
i get disappointed each time, confidence were lost.
soon i gave up.
eventually i dont even remember how dear you were to me.
where were all the little secrets we used to share.
you told me ive changed.
i know i did and so have you.
its my fault that i didn't understand, its my fault that i didn't know.
but how the fuck should i know/understand when you tell me nothing in the first place.
how the fuck should i care when you don't even share?
now we don't even know what caused all the changes.
friends? acquaintances? strangers?
yeah move on.
count me out from your life.
im moving on with my NEW life.
i don't smoke, i don't go around having ONS, i don't take drugs
thank you for reminding me.
you dont have to explain or reason anything.
i dont even know who you are anymore.
our plans to meet up again happily with our kids,
our plans to meet up when we're 40 years old
i cant see them now.

so long, take care my friend.
goodbye.

tears, they fall.

boo.

stayed at home for the whole day. SO BORING LAH!
so me and sis decided to bake some muffins! omgg.
talk about mufins. we were kinda disappointed lah. our muffins turned out tastless. so sad.
but i promised to bring one for selin cuz i pangseh-ed her. geee. was supposed to meet her in town after her lesson ends. opps =X
SO SAD.THE MUFFINS.
they were supposed to be cinnamon and apple muffins but my dad said it tasted more like apple and corn. LOL. :( :( :( and worst, they were out of shape.ARGHHHHHH.

my mum's pmsing.
why is she pmsing when she dont even have a womb to start with.

IM IN LOVE WITH THE SONG QIANG QIANG BY ELLA!
at first i thought the lyrics is about a cockroach. WTH. lol.
but it turned out to be a dog. geee. i wouldnt name my pet qiang qiang. eeew. cockroach.

ANYWAY I HELPED NAME MY NEW BORN NEPHEW!
vernon tan! woots. vernon means lively~ cool eh.

T.T

pon sch today. wasn't feeling very well ystdy night and had a bad headache this morn. msged rain at 730 and went back to sleep till 1pm. ROFL. how i wish my life can be like this everyday. LOL.

BUT

i couldn't attend rp's Halloween party this evening! roarrrrr! T.T had to pangseh colin and suki. shittt.

ALRIGHT, now I'm rotting at home. i wanna go out but i didn't have the strength to do so.

I CANT WAIT FOR HOL! WHEEEEEEEEEEE

I'm still SUPER not used to my black black hair. it looks like some wig I'm wearing. ROFL. people claimed that i looked like a oh-so good little girl in it. MUAHAHAHAH. -blush-

anyway, my btt is THIS COMING WED. OMG. PLZ PLZ PLZ LET ME PASS.
sigh. off to reading my btt book now. geeeee.

CONTRADICT, CONTRADICTIONS & CONTRADICTING. ROFL.
stop doing all these and making yourself look STUPID!
I'm leading my happy-like-fcuk life now.
like I've always said, whatever floats your sampan.
PLZ stop saying THIS and doing THAT.
its frigging hilarious to see an idiot shooting bullets at its reflection. ROFL.
but i seriously didn't thought things would turn out this way. but since its alrdy like this, there's nth we can do. JUST STOP MAKING ME LAUGH AT ALL YOUR RETARDED ACTIONS.
GROWWWWW UP.

ALRIGHT PHOTOS! WHEEEEEE.

the halloween party was quite fun lah. but didnt feel very comfortable dancing in my loli though. BUT IT WAS AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE! seeing so many people in their fantastic costume! mos was alright but zouk was @_@.

we hung out at atsuki for damn long lah. we were supposed to be at zouk by 8plus so as to avoid the long queue but in the end we left the shop at 10 plus. lol. so we went mos instead. that place was crowded too. didnt get to stay at smoove cuz it was frigging packed! like sardine. but we managed to stay there for a few mins though. LOL. trance is so not nice.

bunny and her friend joined us at around 1 plus. by tht time keigo was alrdy high so we left for zouk at around 2 plus. didnt went in though, sorry myra. i was really tired and she couldnt contact her friend. BUT ZOUK WAS CRAZY! saw people in blueberry mascot lah! wth! common ones are the victorian dresses, the old china princess costume full set! there were seriously lots of nice costumes there!

waited out there for abt half an hour and we left. lol.

so this fri will be going zouk with myra to dance our RNB! HAHAHAHA.


monday blues!!!!!
im seriously super sleepy, eyes closing & brain not functioning. sigh.


photos~


THIS IS SO SO OFF. keigo's ear piece. LOL.

the nice nice tattoo drawn by dusty!

me and myra camwhoring at mos's toilet. u can see the dead patient at the background. lol.

dusty in cyber goth and shanw as the modern dracula. ROFL.

lolipop dear and me!

shawn's victim! ace, da crazy dancer!

me and myra again!

alright, this is why girls always take a long time to come out from toilets.

wheeee. ace, shawn, me and jeremy( phantom of the opera! )

the so not nice wine. LOL.

me and dusty! damn cool la!so love her hair.

wallace trying to kill me.

ok last one.


enjoy~

great, i cant sleep. LOL.

me and myra are still discussing our plans for tmr! geeeee. im getting hyped up by the thought of doing all the crazy shit. rofl. I CANT WAITTTTTT. :D myra~

MICROSOFT 2007 IS DAMN BLOODY GOOD!
the ppts are ZOMG. i WOWed at the amazing effects it can do.
am i slow or what. lol.

i had lots of things to type just now!
ehhhh. so thats all for now. ROARRRRR
me and my goldfish memory. geeeee.

ROFL
I DIED LAUGHING AFTER WATCHING THE TRANSLATED INDIAN MTV. ROFL
IS DAMN FUNNY LAH!

MY LOONY BUNS FINE BUNNY LAVA!
WTF LAH

ive watched the video like 4 times! the lyrics totally made no sense at all! LAWL.

RP's having a halloween party too! omgg lah. it will be so funny to see everybody dressing up. lol. i guess most people will just go in normal emo wear? geeee.

tmr's event at atsuki is so not planned and i guess i will stick to working there till night and go straight to zouk. final plan for me. ^^

nth much to blog about. bz watching all the youtube videos. :DD
its a happy day after all.

ROFL

wooots! im crazy!

mum was so happy with me today. guess what? i dyed my hair black. ROFL. yeah. backside itchy go dye hair. LOL. im so not used to having black hair! looks so weird! this mama's girl look.wrhahahaha.

volunteered to be auntie shirley's model nxt nxt tuesday for her hair styling exam! ok, a better way of saying will be model, the original way --> guinea pig! T.T i pray that everything will turn out fine! :DD

UT1 IS OVERRRRRRRRRR. but ut2 gonna start real soon. im screwed.

class was fun today! vb seriously rocks! sooooo fun! more vb plz! i so hate maths. it makes me mad lah.

wheee. im painting my nails black. wooots. im all ready for halloween. i think my black hair made me looked fairer. good good.


ROARRRRRR/


black.

alright, i so love my template!
THANKS NYSA!
credits to nysa for the animated banners! so nice!! :DD im not gonna change my template ever again!

LOL I CANT WAIT FOR SAT! now im discussing about our costumes with myra. HAHAHAH. i swear she will look damn hot lah! hmmmmm. sigh.i really dno what to do! thinking of alot of weird ideas! but as u all know i will naturally sway with the music, so if i put too much makeup i will seriously look like a GHOST after dancing. with all the eyeliner dripping down my face.MUAHAHAHAH.

reminder: please remind keiko of out meeting this sat.

alright, gonna sleep soon. having enterprise UT tmr. *faints*

yay~ new template again! im so free in class. lol.
rotting my life away in front of the laptop. =X one more week to hol. goddddd saveeee meeeee.

plans for hol. [ geee. ive alrdy planned everything perfectly. ]

monday : sun tanning at sentosa :D
tuesday : w35p class bbq at east coast
wednesday : ladies night!
thursday : rest & work
friday : clubbing
sat & sunday : rest and work.

sis bought me donuts ystdy. love love. i ate 2 and distributed the rest to the nice people who were with me at atsuki ystdy. munchy donuts have the best donuts in town! strongly recommend it.

i wanna exercise more. i wanna go running! but im super lazy to do so. so stuck to the sofa everyday.rotting my life away for the 2nd time each day. LOL. boring life eh.

colonization.imperialism.ethnocentrism.cultural supremacy.PINKERTON SYNDROME.
rofl at the last one. LOL.

keigo thinks im down with that syndrome cuz i was telling him about the Caucasian i met at plush. LOL.

french fries are the love <3>. just bought a big plate of french fries and happily munching on them. its heavenly~ :DD

lol. i find the photoshop effect cute! LOL. soldddd.~

wheee~ class was fun today. merely did some surveys and proof, class ended. LOL.

was sooo lazy to do anything, miraculously reached home at 5 plus straight after sch. :D nth to do either, so now im just comfortably lying on the sofa and blogging. geeee.

i love my violet lens :DD

awwww. nth much to blog about.
my day went perfectly well.

THIS IS THE 2398423 TIME THAT IM SAYING NO!

it is impossible between us. NOTHING WIL WORK OUT I FCKING SWEAR. i felt like a thrash bin whenever you're around [& im sure everbody felt the same way as i do], having to fill myself with all the shit u lie about. i guess your intelligence is on par with a 5 year old kid.
WHATEVER YOU SAY MADE YOU LOOKED STUPID+STUPID * 100^ 68 or maybe more.GROW UP.

loli's gonna love me for this post. LOL.

sigh. gotta wake up early for sch tmr. awwwwww. i so hate school. all i felt like doing now is just to sleep, shop and play. its been a long long time since i last bought new clothes for myself.

anyway, had steamboat ystdy. it was great! :DD
we are a happy family~

i find people with high gpas kinda weird. LOL. the few in our class were quite screwed. LOL. i guess over enthu is a must for high gpa? lol. lack of social life i guess. norman was asking me which one would i prefer, high gpa or good pr. of cuz pr. hmmmm, i guess thats a big prize to pay to get high gpa.

wheee~

feeling so sleepy but im still playing dota. lol.

wenta plush again ystdy night. pretty fun lah. lol. i love rain~ felt guilty cuz rain wasnt feeling very well and all thanks to that taxi driver who drove the cab so fast that rain puked when we alighted. awwwww.

anyway kong and shawn pangseh-ed so me and rain ended up meeting norman and jp. luckily norman brought a few friends along so we had a small grp last night. val and jas were really late. met them at 12. but they were with their own friends so we danced tgt for a few minutes before they left us with their friends. black vs white. LOL.

had lots of fun dancing with rain. :D it seemed like we were the only one dancing cuz the guys were all swaying logs. LOL. had a great exercise though. lol.

at some point of time we thought jp and melvin were drunk. LOL. jp was smacking norman's ass and tucking melvin's shirt. wtf lah. not really sure whether he's drunk or not but he sure was high. LOL.

sigh. work was super super boring. had a hard time passing 7hours today. T.T 7 more hours tmr. sighhhhhh.

i cant wait for next sat!
zouk halloween~:D

oh god. i think im gonna flung my science. THE UT TODAY WAS TAMIL TO ME! wtf. was staring at the questions blankly. T.t

ANYWAY 10 PPL, INCLUDING ME, PON CLASS TODAY!
this is my first time leaving class halfway! lol. shhhhh. its not something to be proud of. =X

firstly, the takeover faci was sooooo fcuked up lah. i was talking to jp in chinese and he was like. JIANPING channel 5 plz, so we heck and continued talking. he repeated himself again looking at me, channel 5 plz. so we shut up. after 5 secs, he turned to larry and told him to switch to channel 5 in this irritating tone. so we were all kinda pissed off at him. wth is wrong with him.

so we left after eating our waffle. LOL. when he came back during the 2nd meeting, the rest told him that we suffered food poisoning due to the waffles that we ate. LOL. joke.

the 10 of us went to watch mr woodcork. it was okay lah. not bad actually, funny at some parts but the story line is kinda boring. i'll give it 3 stars. :DD

arrhhh. dont feel like typing so much cuz im gonna train up my dota! its really fun i swear! :D

wahhh i didnt finish my ut! seriously have no time lah! left out some questions and i skipped here and there. lol.

science again. sigh. so hate science. lol. i cant wait for hol, which is in 3 weeks time. but im alrdy having hol mood lah.coming to school everyday is like a torture to me. i so hate school.

alright, sch's ending in 5 hours time. *faints

will be meeting darling sis at amk hub. wheee. i want a black heels and some new clothes so badly! grrrrrr.

LOL im currently playing dota in class. LOL. thanks ah. now everybody who walks pass me will teahc me how to play. lol.

alright, im currently at ntu. LOL
AND I FINALLY LOGGED ON AFTER 5 HOURS IN THE CAMPUS. HAHAHA clever me. :D

1 more hour and i'll be free. sigh. time pass so slowly for both weekends.
but i seriously hate school, with all the UTs flooding in. sigh.

nevermind all those. weekend will be here in no time. LOL. i cant wait.

oh god, my hair is seriosly in a mess now! when can i dye my hair again! pffffff. i want cyndi's hair colour in smiling pasta. geee. orange bronze i think. hmmmmm.

BTT IS IN A FEW WEEKS TIME. OMGGGG. i dont wanna fail or i'll be laughed at. thanks ah huiqi. lol. she kept reminding me of how malu it is to fail BTT. WAHHHHHHHHH. how nice of her.

lol. cute eh?

had so much time rotting at home lah. was supposed to wake up at 1pm but my mum woek me up at 11. wth. her alarm clock needs to be changed. T.T

MY BODY'S ACHING LIKE HELL LAH!
my back, my hand, my legs,my waist, my neck. LOL
I ADMIT IM OLD.

dinner was superb yesterday except for the on hour wait. 0.o was damn hungry lah. didnt had anything in the morn cuz i was late for work. lol. my bad, sorry tummy.

NEXT SAT ZOUK ANYONE?!?!?!
hope rain will have the energy to go. hehe. fri's clubbing was one the best we had. :D :D :D grins*
I STILL CANNOT FORGET THE BEST PART!
this disgusting guy wanted to dance with us so we were obviously avoiding and moving away but he was following everywhere. so we sent ivan to buah with him.
HE TOTALLY ROCKS :D
LOL AND HE ACTUALLY DID IT.wrhahahahhaah. damn funny. we were all laughing like crazy. rain is the best. me and jackie were staring at her -you-know-what- and she was dancing with jeremy. now i know what she prefers.LOL. damn funny! hope that all 4 can make it nxt sat. :D

awwww. prepare for work. :(
i wanna sleep.

YAWNSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~

went to plush last night. wooots~ it was FUN!!! partly because the people were fun and the music was good! wooots. my knee's hurting like hell cuz we were dancing non stop last night. WAHHHHHHHHHHH im still high all over. lol.

nxt sat will be zouk~ whoooo.

shall post the photos nxt time. geeeeeeeeeeeeee.

today's topic, paradox. LOL. so interesting!!!! hehe. anyway, class ending at 330. wheee~ might as well give us one whole day off, damn.

A BUSY DAY TODAY~

jp they all decided to play basketball after school. lol. didnt intend to really join the game but school gonna end early. IM DYING IN CLASS.

AFTER BBALL will be sakae outing with ssp people~ or rather the pioneer presports sch people. :D im hungry.

AFTER DINNER,will be meeting up with rain and her friends. will be visiting the new club plush, i think. nv hear dof it b4. but wadeva la. i just wanna relief stress. hehe. dance dance <3

jasmine suggested a lame lame lame solution which is fun to her! LOL.

okay. this post gonna be slightly longer and with better content.

this is what i sent him. lol.

talking about relationships, you aint experienced. or put it in another way, you dont know how to deal with it.knowing and applying norms are what u are seriously lacking in.if you're good, we know it.you dont have to tell us. somethings are not meant to be said out, it's meant to be felt by heart.

walking off from a girl. well done, u did that to me. no matter what reasons/ excuses ya had. its not acceptable and it totally turned me off.

emoing to gain my pity, forget it. i hate that.

so just let nature takes it course okay. cheers :D

I AM SUPER EMO TODAY. SO DONT PISSED ME OFF.
thank you for your kind cooperation.

WAHHHHHHHHHHH SCIENCE.

the faci is fun but the topic sucks. sigh. gonna pon nxt tues cuz he was telling us next week's will be worst. sigh.

FINALLY went for a ce talk ystdy and MS TAN HUIMIN stalked me lah. since morning i had been bumping into her. lol. :DD

going atsuki later. wheee~ sigh. my entries are seriously super random. lOL. wadeva.

yay. only one photo. only received a few from cammy and i only uploaded this because i looked slim.HAHAHA i was damn tall that day all thanks to lolipop's platform. omg. i was a freak lah. tpwering over everyone. -.- but i love the shoes though, wanted to get that for myself but it didnt match my previous lolita. :( nice eh?

work was alright today. ate alot of snacks + a big packet of rice with lots of stuff. i guess olivia's too used to buying food for guowei, thus she bought his portion for me. LOL.

my hair's still wet. T.T im really sleep alrdy. look at the time now! its alrdy 1235am. T.T
dry hair, dry.

:D

lolita pubbign went quite well i guess, except some minor things here and there. geeee. but now i know i love lolipop and cammy. HAHAHAHAH.

anyway. was just chilling around holland v. eskibar, the hawker, coffee bean and cold rock.

eskibar was crazy, we were supposed to play mroe games but the 4rangers didnt want to get out of the freezing room -.- so the managed to break the tie when keigo called wallace out for photo taking. HAHAHAH so the winners were kyon, anime girl and cospayer! LOL. they were crazy lah. shivering and shaking alrdy but die die still dun wanna come out. LOL. i went in and out for like 3 or 4 times.

so after that we just slacked around the other places around holland v.
my cab fare was 20 bucks. aorund the same price as mos. hmmmm. but didnt club last night :( the lolita was irritating.

awww. going to work soon. shall post the pics when ive received them. :D

omgg i did a bad thing just now and im feeling sooo bad. but what's done cannot be undone. awwwwwww.

awwwwww.im super bloated~ im gaining weight lah. sigh. so depressed. thus, i went trg just now in school. didnt train much though. lol and now im eating ramily burger. wth. fattening. sigh.

omgg tmr is friday! means weekends are coming! omgg how excited can i get! XD XD XD

the 9pm show is sooo nice! omgg eerybod turning evil. wahhh nice story~

my entries are sooooo boring cuz i really didnt know what to write. sigh~

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

my dance class was, quite alright and i swear i was so damn stiff lahh =X shall practice more. hehe.

wah seriously dont have the mood to blog now! i just wanna play my song of pain. SO CUTEEEEEEEEE. all thanks to my coach, jp hehehe, im improving ok! dun play play ah! XD

yay~ tmr's wednesday.
science was fun today. all thanks to my team mates. all so crappy and lame. lol. but pratically didnt do much work lah. lol. think my sem2's results will really suck like hell. whatever.

WEDNESDAY WEDNESDAY~ WHEEE

anyway, i was so depressed that i left my facial products at taka! grrrrrrrrrr shall collect it tmr. awwwww. im such a blur blur sotong~ T.T

time pass rather fast today too. all thanks to yuki who was with me for alomst 2 hours? hmmmm.

today was great~ class ended in a flash. lol.

anyway, went for dinner with rain sharon joel and xiao eh. HAHAHA. it was fun lah. 5 crazy people walked from orchard to clarke quay. wth! we were really crazy lah. but we seriously walked there and took a photo of the nightview, which was simply beautiful. :D so romantic, but with 4 other crazy fellas, we totally spoiled the atmosphere. HAHAHAAH.

hmmm. regarding the photos. lol. shall upload them nxt time cuz probably u will just see joel. hahahahaah.

omg, its reaching 1am. gonna slp soon~ science tmr. goshh. i hate the subject but i like the faci. hehe.

enthu~