its a rainy day,as usual.
but the difference between today's rain and every other day's rain is huge.ah.cuz trg screwed my day up again!sigh.
after reading the selections letter i have the urge to train hard!dno why.i must be mad cuz its like an impossible mission to get in.
anyway back to today.ah!im cool.i know that.haha.I JUST WANNA SCREAMMMM AT THE FCUKING CB LAH.actually i also dno why im angry lah.i just wanna vent my anger lah.i really wanted to just have a peaceful training today lah.thinking that all the nat team gone so maybe i can have a chance to play with the sparring partners lah.wth.so im always like the only table without sparring.whatever lo.sicne he wanna do things this way i also cannot do anything lah.so today being the forever attitude one i just told him that im sick,which obviously i wasnt sick la, and i just walked out during break time.AHHHH.WTF.it totally spoiled by day lah!so didnt go anywhere today just rot at home. :


ah!kai bu liao kou.