wtf is wrong with them?i've already tried my best to not show that im against them or whatsoever.all they have to do is just ignore me and treat me like im transparent!although they are treating me like that during trg.but they are writing fcuking report about how i am being a selfish and attitude person.a fucked up personal opinion on me writen by my fcuking coaches.i bet this entry will by any means get to their ears but i dont care.its already my last month and im graduating soon.but they dont regard me as one of them anyways.so it dont actually make a difference.so stop making my life miserable for me!im fcuking begging you.im just praying for you to not notice me during trg.i rather you not knowing that i actually exist then act like a fcuking backstabber who seemed to care for me but telling everybody how inmatured i am behind my back.fcuking losers, fcuk off from my life.
pardon me for being so vulgar.im just trying to vent all my anger here so that i can remain as happy and calm as i am during those torturous trg which i am forced to attend.not in a good mood actually and this stupid report fired me up.so my mood was screwed up suddenly.haha.was feeling real bad ystdy but felt so much better today.a few more months and i will be free. =)
my meatballs were all so depressed recently and i cant do anything to help them =( im so useless.hmmmm.cheers pals.